Before I grew up I saw you on a cloud I could bless myself in your name and patch you on my wings---deemhie100%^^,v
WELCOME


welcome friends---and dee....*^_^*


someday.... someday....
Saturday, December 23, 2006

Someday you're gonna realize
One day you'll see this though my eyes
By then I won't even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don't really see my worth
You think you're the best guy on earth
Well I've got news for you
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long


Someday someone's gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
Someday someday

Right now I know you can tell
I'm down and I'm not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won't have to cry
, sweet goodbye

writtern @6:01 PM

we tin we.
Monday, December 11, 2006

this message is a waste of time. and if your going to read it. keep your comemnt to yourself like "nyek eto langsinulat ni tin"..



pakshet....gulo gulo.. wah. all i want for christmas is... you. jologs no! wala na ako makanta...wahahahaha! im a forsaken kiddo....


hai.toooooooooot. ehehehehe. tooooooooot. katuwan naman mag randon ng oooooooooo ooops! wahahahaha!! ang cute! oooooooooooooo. ooooooooooooooooooo. ooooooooooo.<--kewl. press niyo "o" in 5 secs! cutee!

and.."look at this stuff, isn't it neat? wouldn't you think my collections complete?" argh. stuck to this song! little mermaid. common tin. anywei. put your seld together. get your ass up and lets go to phc na. 3hours of boreeeeeedom. yeah. pure boredom....

writtern @8:50 PM

kalat at basura

wala lang. magulo na talaga buhay ko. sobrang inis ko na talaga. ang daming kailangan gawin. di ko na kaya talaga.

drawing lang ng drawing. bura ng bura. bawat guhit na ginagawa ng kamay ko sila sila lang naiisip ko. tawa din ako ng tawa sa ginagawa ko kasi naalala ko lang sila. kung anjan pa sila sooooooooobrang mas magulo pa sila at wala ako magagwa dahil mahahantong din uli yun sa moomoo, dota, heros eige atbp.--beklimicks talaga...


hindi ko maintindihan. parang bata na may yoyo na dala. d mo malaman kung nasasarapan ba ako kapag tumataas ako u kung bumababa ako. pakiramdam ko wala ng dirkesyon buhay ko. nawasak siguro ng ----- secret nalang. ang dami kong pinoproblema ngayon. talagang iyak nalang ako... hai...

oo. kevin. tama na. ok? di tayo talo. isa pa. pinsan mo si mark. ano ba kayo? paguumpungin ko na ulo niyo! kung pwede tumigil na kayo sa kakaligaw sakin? kasi pag ako napika, parehas kayong magdusa. d ko na kayo kakausapin si jak nalang.-_-; at kung pwede lang? wa. have a life...

ahm. ano pa ba? ahm. syet. weeeeeeeeee. boo logic.>_< ahm i... i... ano... i like you. parang ewan. d ko alam. ayoko na makita ka. pero ewan. ewan ewan....


pasko. i can't feel it. why? kasi everythings in scribbles... d ko maintindihan. kung may isang tao akong hihilingin... na makikig sakin... isa lang.... si... Lord na yun. sooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry. pls pls Papa God. hindi sa tamana na pero i want o rest... just for a while. help me know what i want...


dear diary...

i really like him suuuuuuuuuuuuuper. up to the point i help their president, made announcements, made his barkada's physics homework... argh. addicted. siguro ganito ang mga nagyoyosi o nagdodroga o umiinom... ang hirap kumlas lalo na pag minahal mo na. pakshet. then if i would wish for a heart of stone, would you give it? para pag anjan siya.. o kahit na sino.... n.r..... isang salita....



"...."

writtern @8:31 PM

cry
Saturday, December 09, 2006

oo.
wala na akong gustong gawin ngayon kung di umiyak...



the only thing that makes me happy is drawing the mangga... wala ng iba...


all those weeks. i really wanted to cry... and cry..


hindi sa nagrollback sa flyff atbp.... ewan talaga.


feeling ko... gusto ko ng bumagsak sa bangin. ayoko na talaga. i give up... happy christmas in advance tin...



lonely, tired, weak.... i want to cry... again....

if i cry... would my tears' wishes bring them up to the stars? so that one day... one will fall. then i'll close my eyes and wish...


maybe just as that rejected star ends it life, it will give its last will to the person who wishes. maybe i would be happy then... maybe that's what someone feels when he wants the one they like to be happy... just like that falling star... up to its last shine light years away, it solemnly prays to the heavens to grant its last wish...--- to grant the one who sees him fade happiness...

writtern @5:01 AM

okarii
Saturday, December 02, 2006

pagkatapos ako okrayin at nosebleed-in sa english nung phc.... grabe. OK LANG ANG CUTE NAMAN NI CHRISTIAN---ehem. SALAMAT.^_^ waaaaaaaa! kasama pa namin sa community.

nwei. wala lang. ahm. wala na akong sakit! yes! epelepsi free!!!^^, who needs chan when you have... ichan, chi, raffy, jessie, pao, pinggay and everone? i.e. the whole bercks? WAHAHAHAHA! di ba?^^,

eh boy friends din naman sila ah? *may point ka tin* isipin mo pa mas masarap pa kasama kahit napakagulo. tapos lakas mangbackstab sa dota atbp. mas masaya pa kasama at least d na ako kailangan magisip ng topic, d ko na kailangan pagpawisan ng kamay. d ko na kailangan magepelepsi. d ko na kailangan MAGTAGO! d ko na kailangan magpigil ng tawa, d ko na kailangan magPAKAGIRL! yes!...atbp!^_^ hai hai! tama yun. nwei. ayun.

iniisip ko gumawa ng characters na for paolo. bibili na ako ng sketch pad and start drawing them... yes. i know. i'm back my love.... intayin mo ako mahal kong mga lapis at sketchpad at earaser.....^_____________^ i missed you soooooooooo much. i realized, this is a side of me that i nearly threw away.... the one that made me like this... okarii...

writtern @8:35 PM