ANNOUNCEMENT:

for those who are going to the bandfest at STC... it's gonna be on February 17, 2006, Friday. for those who are interested to come.... please text me for info's on the tickets. my number is 09202350525. each ticket costs P 50.00 *wag na pong kuripot, bili na po...* thankyou! :D

and i have personalized my friendster url.... for those ho would like to visit... feel free to drop by.... here's the url...

http://www.friendster.com/profiles/shobehan

thankies!:D

i'm so pissed of with myself... why i really can't "ride in" the waves of my school...... i'm proud to say that i graduated from the "1st sem tide" but now..... even when the 2nd sem is near to an end....... fucked up people can't uderstand me??? super fucking piss!!!>_<... i mean.... i'm a regular student... it's just that they are naturaly born queen bitches of the world who can't think of anything else except straightning their hair *honey, that's so last season!* putting blush on their faces, make up, flirting and toying with boys... and of course screwing "nerds" like me... come on people! for once have a life!!!>_<......

argh! marunong ako makisama... fine.... pero... when the time comes when you have to adjust to me, please cooperate! damned bitches... burn in hell.. i already did your report, what more do you want??? i'm like your super slave na... but i don't mind... all i ask is for one leave me alone and just accept what i am.... that i'm a girl who likes to be happy... i respect you.. i have my own world... although my personality is a bit weird.... *aminado ako...* but do you have to be the super queen bitches to announce/broadcast such a stupid not to mention pathetic and shallow reason? argh!!! if i could just formulate the ultimate equation to blast you bitches to eternity or to the center ofthe black hole, i WILL! but for the sake of labeling me as "mababaw kasi pumatol sa mas mababa" naaah... i wouldn't waste my brain cells for petrified assholes like you....


burn in hell you damned sick low life USER FRIENDLY bitches.....

very intriguing.... okay.... they say that chinese new year is a year when we all have luck... today the fire dog enters... and what do i get???

MIKKO MARTINEZ BOMBARDING MY PRIVACY FOR THE 2ND TIME!!! what the??? holy f talaga with mikko....now he finally belongs to "must-kill-silently-bedans"... argh..... super "magalaw" *yeah, what he calls it...* yung kamay niya.... grrr.... *Father God, I pray for Emily's soul...* grrr....... new year then mikko comes in.... super wrong timing.... as IN... i'm like wallowing myself with brian and mikko gets the phone from jessie... grrrr.....T_T okay... enough about mikko..... my head is killing me... i'm like reading "11 minutes" then... argh!!! MIKKO!!!!*yeah, you finally get the point na mikko is the most amazing "langaw" i've ever met*

so much for mikko... i was hoping that school would be better... with the tikoy, pinya, pancit every where... and guess what??? they never change.... super... "anem" to the max.... T_T... *help!*


i started my day comming early to school... gracie gave me tikoy *which she promised.. yey!:D* and then JC gives me a "nasty" brewed coffe from star bucks... then he says that he has this new friend named "carlo" okay... he let me see his pic and.... woopack! swack! what a hot guy! take note.... not just any ordinary guy.... a PSEUDO NAKED GUY! *oh so help me...* he said he was just 23 and that he would meet him english period..

chemisrty: okay... jc was blurting everyone about "carlo".... now he was telling me that...

1. "ikakama" daw niya *weird...*
2. scratch the thought... "ibabahay" muna bago "ikakama"
3. he says....
jc: "sayo na si BRIAN... baket... maipapakita ba niya ang kanyang....."
me: o_0??? ang alin???
jc: "PAGMAMAHAL"
me: T_T... what??? *what has brian have to do with carlo???*

and finally.... mam adds....

mam: class... let's put to an application ang molecular geometry ng sp, sp2, sp3 hybrids...
bakit sa tingin niyo may bonding sa sp2??? see the "lone pair"??? sa tingin niyo, bakit ang mga babae naka cross legs??? kasi parang sp yan .... a perfect 180... "nothing in between" pag sp2 yan... u see the lone pair!?? plus the 2 bonds formed!? yan ang example ng *************************************************** ng mga lalaki... boys.. intindi ba!???

me: OMG... pwede palang gawin pang application ang chemistry sa tunay na buhay.... T_T somebody shoot me now...... T_T




waaaaaaaaaaaa...... i have a very leafy and green-ie day.... wow... so much for expecting red as the fire dog comes eh??? hai.... T_T.....



ANNOUNCEMENT:

for those who are going to the bandfest at STC... it's gonna be on February 17, 2006, Friday. for those who are interested to come.... please text me for info's on the tickets. my number is 09202350525. each ticket costs P 50.00 *wag na pong kuripot, bili na po...* thankyou! :D

and i have personalized my friendster url.... for those ho would like to visit... feel free to drop by.... here's the url...

http://www.friendster.com/profiles/shobehan

thankies!:D

caution.... very HOT CHICK-en....(at bwenas pa jan, katabi ko pa si..... *^^* naku tin, pag nalaman lang yan ni.... wahahahaha!)





hazard: HOT CHICK-en NOT FOR KIDS... :D

any way... super wala me magawa.. like i've been stuck to this song... "ulan" by cushe..

KUMANTA NA KAYO!!!! alam ko in kakantahin niyo rin toh...:D wahahahaha! (your evil tin..)

Lagi nalang umu-ulan
Parang walang katapusan
Tulad ng paghihirapko ngayon
Parang walang humpay
Sa kabila ng lahat ng aking pagsisikap
Na limutin ka ay di parin magawa

Hindi naman ako tanga
Alam ko na wala kana
Pero mahirap lang na tanggapin
Di na kita kapiling
Iniwan mo ako nag-iisa
Sa gitna ng dilim at basing-basa pa sa ulan

Pero huwag mag-alala
dina kita gagambalain
Alam ko naman ngayon
may kapiling ka nang-iba

Tanging hiling ko sa’yo
Na tuwing umu-ulan
Maalala mo sanang may
Nagmamahal sa’yo. Ako…..
Lalalalalalalalala….


see??? how weird is this song??? tell me about it... i don't know the lyrics.. and i've been stuck all day singing "lagi nalang umuulan.... lagi na lang umuulan"

it goes like this..

tin:*looks up the sky* lagi nalang umuulan...lagi nalang umuulan... lagi nalang umuulan...
jeorgia: JUSTINE!!! ANUBA!!! KANINA PA PAULIT ULIT YUNG LINYANG YAN! SUNDAN MO NAMAN NG IBANG SENTENCE!!!
tin: okies.... *again, looks up the sky and sings...* lagi nalang unuulan..... lagi nalang umuulan.... lalalalalalalalalala?
jeorgia: lagi nalang umuulan, para walang katapusan...
tin: katapusan pa la yun?

now, they're singing it too!!!:D wow....

super shitty day for moi yet again... sir apolonio is absent... WOPIDOO!!!:D yeah!:D how happy!... no psychotic tests! coolness...:p


now i'm so confused... T_T....... i didn't saw ----- today... yipee for me! my heart rest for 3 days and resumes at monday.... grrrr... uhm, correction, he's not B1.... he's A19.... wrong info! sorry... :D grrr.... must stop ----- madness....hai.... can't think of anything else to do...

i'm so tired.... hai... need rest......


sa panaginip lang tanging walang kapantay. wlang katulad pa sarap ng taing pagsasama. tanging ligaya ka, laman ng isip ko sa twina. kulayan mo aking mundo. bigyang liwanag at buhay di inaasahang sapitin ito.... langit sa gitna ng yakap mo....

okay... today lady han dies...







plus bday nia pa ngayon kung kelan xia mamatay!:D here goes....



- Date of Birth January 27, 1961
- Height/Weight Height : 5’ 3’’ (163cm) / Weight : 97 lbs (44kg)
- School B.A. in Applied Art at Soong Eui Women’s Univ.
- Bloodtype
- Religion Catholic
- Hobbies Flower arraging, knitting, cross-stitching, reading poetry
- Nickname
- Marriage Married
- Web Site http://loveymk.ivyro.net/
- Filmography Miniseries include: Dae Jang-Geum, Geu Haetsari Naege (Sunshine), Saeeomma (Stepmother), Cool , Gilmotungi (Street Corner), Pureun Gyosil (Blue Classroom), Haengchon Apateu (Haengchon Apartment), Hyeong (Older Brother), Dujamae (Two Sisters), Banguri (Bell), Baramcheoreom Padocheoreom (Like Winds Like Waves), Bulkkot (Fireworks), Yeojaui Sigan (Time of Women)
Movies include: Sillagwon (Paradise Lost)
- Career KBS Best New Tanlent Award (1985),
MBC Outstanding Acting Award (2003),
2004 Royal Doulton Rose Lady Award-first Korean woman to receive this award.

so.... she's gonna die right now.... this are my pix... (yaeh, talk about a "dramatic" death..)

this is me captured....





this is me being carried.. oh my...




my last words...



this is me... dying... fianlly i rest in peace




in memory of lady han...who died




oh by the way.... i'm not obsessed with lady han ah.... eh di i would be a super freek.. i just remembered that today was her bday.. at MAMATAY na talaga ako... ngayong friday..:D uhmm.... last comment... mas gusto ko yung may dakilang PRETZEL xia sa ulo niya.... wahahahahaha!!!:D


oh my... si kapitan.. ang gwapo!!:D meet... ji jin-hee as captain min-ho



i repeat... i am not obsessed okie???? lady han's character is soooooo astig... wahahahaha.... and i alerady got a synopsis at what would happen in the end... wahahahahahaha!!!:D I'M NOT OBSESSED....okie? NOT! and since its raining... i'm stuck with this song...


lagi nalang umuulan....parang walang katapusan... lalalala!:D

okay...enough about my post about dying...the time is FAR... WAY FAR before it happens.... so here is another essay for....[-----] for that super embarassing moment that happend just a few minutes ago..... here goes.....


kung maari lang sana

kung maari lang sana magkaroon ng lakas, tulad sa isang makisig na mandirigma
na nagliligtas ng walang kasing kisig sa isang prinsesa sa tore.

kung maitatanong mo kung para saan;
ang sagot ko laman ay para sa kawalan. tulad ng hangin, ako'y nagtatago,nagkikimkim at nanlulumo sa nararamdaman ng aking puso.

kung maari lang sana lahat ng bagay ay maging madali, malamang aking tinahak ang daan sa iyo at sa walang humpay na pagdiriwang.

kung maari ko lang sanang sabihin ang pintig na nararamdaman sa panahon na ika'y dumadaan, maaaring tumigil na ako sa aking kabaliwan.

kung maari mo lang sana malaman.... na sa bawat pagkaripas ng iyong pagdaan sa aking harapan.... ay kasiyahan na ninanais ay nakakmit.

ngunit, sa kabila ng pagnanais ko na makita at makausap ka... ay isang panaginip kung saan--- ika'y aking buhay.

at....ipagpatawad mo kung ako'y nabubuhay sa iyong ilusyon.




IN SHORT... SORRY -----!!! D KO SINASADYA NA TUMAKBO NA PARANG TIMANG! KUNG ALAM MO LANG SANA NA CRUSH NA CRUSH KITA TO THE HIGHEST HEAVENS SANA DI NA AKO MUKANG DRAGO AT KALAHATI NA LAGING SUMISILIP SA ROOM NIYO! BAKIT KA NMAN KASI B1 AT AKO B5!? TULOY! LAGE TAYONG NAGKIKITA! BWISIT KA TALAGA! TAPOS YUNG PANGALAN MO PA NASA WISHLIST KO. PATATAS KA... KAMOTE TALAGA....>_< GRABE!!! ----- ---------- ------!!! SANA HALAYIN KA NA NI JC PARA MATURNOFF AKO SEYO... ANG MASAKLAP PEP KA PA!!! BWISIT!!! ANG GALING MU PA SUMAYAW. TAPOS BAGO MAG POL SCI MAKIKITA PA KITA.... JUICE KO..... AYOKO NA TALAGA....WAG KA NA TALAGA. MULA NGAYON, AYOKO NA SAYO... :D *ching!nagiinarte na naman ang lola mo!*

nakita ko ang aking sariling tulala at mulala... walang masabi at walang maramdaman. sa unang pagkakataon naramdaman ko kung gaano kalamig ang yelo at kung gaano katigas ang bato. ang pagkakataon ay dumarating sa hindi inaasahang panahon. tila kamalasan na naman ang dala ng aking munting buhay.

sa silong ng aking natitirang pagsilay sa liwanang, nakita ko na masayadong mahirap ang buhay. ngunit kung ang sipi ng pagasa ay aking puputulin.......... kawalan ang kahahantungan ko.




walang dapat makabasa. walang dapat makarinig. walang dapat makaalam.





ang pagiisip ko ay para sa akin lamang. pilit na kinukubli para sa sariling kapakanan.





walang dapat makabasa. walang dapat makarinig. walang dapat makaalam.





na ang aking pighati ay dumadating sa malapit na katapusan. ang baga ko'y nais lumanghap ng hangin. maging malaya at lumpiad ng matuwid.





walang dapat makabasa. walang dapat makarinig. walang dapat makaalam.






ang tunay na saloobin na nais marating. dalhin nawa ng alitaptap ang aking hiling. pakinggan nawa ng bitwin. silipin ng mga anghel... sa pagtatapos ng takip silim....





walang dapat makabasa. walang dapat makarinig. walang dapat makaalam. walang dapat makaramdam.




pagmumuni ---sa kawalan.

minsa'y aking napagmasadan and aking munting kaibigan. isang kaibigan na pilit nagbibigay liwang sa gitna ng kadiliman. dumapo ito sa aking ilong...tila nagtatanong kun nasaan ang kasama. aking sinamahan ang aking bagong kaibigan. tulad niya, pilit ko nilalagyan ng ilaw ang mundo ko ng kalungkutan.

kung maari lang sana makalimot sa mga nagdaan, ako na yata ang pinaka masayang tao sa buong mundo.... subalit sa aking palagay, kung magiging ganun man ang takbo ng buhay ko.... marahil napakasalimoot noon.... ang tao ay hindi makatatakas sa nakaraan. bagkus, sa kabila ng pagtakbo.... hindi ito aalis sa likuran mo. ang maaring gawin ay tumalikod at harapin ang nasasabing tinatakbuhan.......at sa tagumpay ay lumingon sa liwanag ng hinaharap.

madaling sabihin at gumawa ng tila matalinhaga na salita. ngunit kapag ito'y ginawa, napakahirap. tinanaong ko sa aking sarili bakit napakahirap kumilos? sala kaya ito ng poot na nadarama? o hindi naman kaya pagkabanas sa sariling kahinaan? o baka naman kawalan ng pagasa? hindi ko matukoy kung alin dito ang aking nararamdaman.

sa aking paghahanap, nakita ko na sadyang naiinis lang ako sa sarili ko. kung bakit naman ako ginawang ganito. napkalaki ng binigay sa akin ngunit aking tinatakwil. ganito na ba ako? tila isang bulag sa mithiin. patuloy na naglalakad ngunit walang makita? ako'y lubos na nalulungkot sa kung anong ginagawa ko ngayon. kung maaari lang sana umikot ang panahon. ngunit huli na ang lahat para umikot ito pabalik.

nanaiisin ko na maging masaya ang aking buhay. ngayon....nais kong kumilos ng malaya. bigyang pakpak at lumangoy sa himpapawid. lasapin ang lamig ng hangin at ang sariwang amihan na pumapagaspas sa aking pisngi. nais kong madama ang pagkaripas ng hangin...........

sadyang kalayaan ay mahirap makamit..... na ang tanging tulay ay nasa kamatayan. sadyang nakakatakot na pangitain na nagbibigay kasiyahan.

sa kabila ng aking mithiin ngayon ay ako parin ay nasa lupa. gumagalaw at patuloy na hinahatak ng grabity. patuloy na iikot ang mundo. patuloy na hihinga ang tao. patuloy na iiyak ang sanggol at patuloy na kikilos and lahat ng bagay. sa ngayon, pagsabay sa agos ang aking magagawa.... at..... gumising sa umaga na punong puno ng pagasa.............................

kada pic..... CAUTION...VAIN CHICKS..

ME AND ATE NIKKI!!!:D yey!:D




clasmates....




"mating" dance instructor.... KUYA ROME!!!




don't break my heart...my ahie breakie heart!!!:D




common let's twist!!!!!!!!




DANCE!




vain.....tabingi na camera!




after waiting patiently for him to come and get...




ateneo classmates.... wopidoo!!!



nagkakalat part 3!!!



guests..... ang DAMI!!!:D



MC's Part 2.... mga "nagkakalat" sa debut ni mommy!:D me and ate nikki



the "vain" members of the ateneo classmates.... meet...REB, DONDEE, RJ, KUYA ROME, JASON---wala nang ikakapal pa....



meet.... the "tag" let's go "ateneo classmates"!



me on the yellow and dei on the purple!:D





wopidoo!!:D saya ng bday ni mommy!", i can't pig out because of my super fitted yellow dress.... argh!!!>_< there's lasagna... and so much more!!! omg... imagine me salavating and i can't eat that much... T_T...


i was mc and i'm with mama dei... super piss talaga the ateneans.... grrr... specially reyrand who's strongly affiliated with.... [let's not talk about it...] grrr... super panira mood!!!! arghhh!!!! good thing ate nikki was there!:D yey foir ate nikki!!!:D we have this term... "mga MC's na NAGkakalaT!" throwing corny jokes at everybody....T_T... ahahahahahaha!!!:D

yey! i saw ib, mimi, pao, kath dulay.... hurray for 4-4 people who came!!!:D shadow came and prix and ches.. ;D yey!:D

i danced after that.... grabe... "after waiting patiently or him to come and get...lalalalala.... push the button and then let go... before you get the wrong lalalalalala....." grabe...",.... every guy from ateneo is looking at me... THE HELL!!!!!!!!!! I HATE THEM TALAGA.... even when we we're dancing....ARGH!!! I WANT TO KILL THEM!!!!!!!!!!! hello!!!??? first time niyo makakita ng naka maong at white shirt na girl??? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... i hate them talaga....


good thing ate nikki was tehre... and oh yeah... kuya rome!!!:D yey for us!:D we formed this group called 'ateneo classmates' becasuse we sat at the 'ateneo classmates' seat... :D we formed a group with daddy dondee, RJ, ate nikki, me, kuya rome and jason... holy cow.... :D we were so crazy... super sabaw utak ko..:D hahahaha!:D

great day after all... we all danced, had our feeling model moments... and "drugs" sessions.... 'i'm so HIGH!!!'....:D


happy bday mommy!!!:D

*kudos for RJ for the pix!!!:D

01. Does ur name have an 'a'?
~ hmmm... sa rosArio...meron!

02. Two of your dominant feelings at the moment?
~ mulala at tulala

03. What are you listening to right now?
~ aircon... brrr lamig....


04. A part of song lyrics that's in your mind
right now?
~ untiunting mararating,kalangitan at bitwin....unti unti kinabukasan ko'y magniningning....sana ngayon,tunay na damdamin...sana'y sa aking pagising...lalalala....[aja lady choi...:D]

05. Describe where you are right now?
~ nasa computer ni kuya ramil...yey!:D

06. What is your best day of the week?
~ hmmm.. wednesday!:D

07. What are you craving to have right now?
~ PIZZA......

08. Best memory in childhood?
~ hmmm... yung kunwari nurse ako tapos ginagamot ko yung mga pasyente kong "kuno" [my stufftoys...]

09. Worst memory in childhood?
~ nawala ako sa farmer'sMARKET! holy cow???

10. What are your nicknames?
~ tin > kung close klita
intsek >kung kapamilya kita
justiniana >kung yayakita
manong > kapag 4-4 ka
mayor >kapag bo5 ka
ganda >kapag tindera ka sa ever

11. Your three plans for tomorrow?
~ sleep study sleep


12. Your three plans for today?
~ sleep eat sleep

13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
~ oo nmn... madami...one si jessie...oi namiss kita!!! my coconut level is going down pag kasama kita ah!!!:D pati narin uhmmm...si brian... holy cow....:D


14. Do you party?
~ nope


15. Do you like twins?
~ OO!:D

16. Fill in the blank:
I am ___.
~ tired.... ^_^

17. Say something in five words to the person
who sent you this!
~ trip kolang sagutan toh.

18. Mary had her little lamb. What do you wanna
have?
~ hmmm... madami!:D


20. Say anything you like to whoever is reading
your answers!
~ binabasa niyo sagot ko??? wala lang...


21. what do you think of the person that sent you
this?
~ hmmmmmmmm.....project 8 buddy...:D lague nalang tayo nagsasabay ah?


22. do you smoke, drink, do drugs?
~ i do not smoke,i donot take drugs but i drink.... H20...:D

23. are you in love?
~ no.


24. what kind of girl / boy do you like?
~ hmmmmm.... boy??? ewan...basta kamuka ni brian...okei!:D kidding....xiempre mabait, fun kasama,makalaglag baga ang tawa ko dapat... ....marunong magluto. :D and.... buddha dapat...:D [sige....hanapin mo tin...alsabalutan ulit sa ateneo???:D jowke!]

25. Any last Request?
~ pizzaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep......pizzzzzzzzzzzzzza....

^_^


nanalokaya silady choi???osilady han??? ohmy guhlay....inaantok na talagta ako...can't take it any longer...................pat...asanana yung regalo ko?
kelan ka dadaan sa bahay???baka akala mo lang....:D

omg..... i would be telling sensored things....






if you don't want to read.... then stop..























ooooooooooy..... gusto rin pala..

so i'm gonna share my story...


i was wondering why gracie kept on shouting "ANEM!!!" to miguel... i was asking what "anem" is.. and everybody was just laughing. i want to shout 'cause nobody would answer my question.... and i kept on telling them na.. "ANEM??? ISN'T IT SUPPOSE TO BE ANIM??? NOT ANEM????" then janggeum (gracie) told me.. " madam.... ANEM!!!!" and i went like "HUH??? WHAT THE HELL IS ANEM??? SIX IS ANIM!!!" then she replied... "madam!!! SIX ANIM.... S*X ANEM!!" and i went... "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! shit..." and now i know why they were telling miguel anem.... it's because he is the horniest guy in the room!!! and they're shouting anem every eco and pol... weird guys.....

speaking of miguel... he's not alone. he also has a sidekick..... side-KICKS... JC and krizzy... darn it..... all they talk about S**... holy cow... it's like when i'm with them.. they still talk about it 24/7... what the hell??? argh!!! enough about them... i just happen to talk about migs kasi.... he's pinching ANDRADE's ASS!!! and everyone went.. "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY..... iba na yan....." like they're making a big issue about their "gay" moment... holy cow.... and all i want to do is to bang my head on the wall and have nosebleeds all day... grabe....

okay enough about anem... i just computed my grade in english... 2.75---- my lowest grade ever!!! seems like 2-2.75 din ang grade ko sa eco and socio anthro..... pero AJA! parin... kayang kaya ko toh!!! yey! there's always midterms and finals...

hai... i miss HS.....it's my hell and heaven....

1.saan ka naghayskul?
> sa Mataas na Paaralan ng Kolehiyo ng Santa Teresa (STC)

2.teachers enemy ka ba?
> kung GERARD ZERASPE ang pangalan niya? OO.

3.anong kulay ng bolpen ang lagi mong ginagamit?
> Black and red

4.parasite ka ba?
> parasite sa papel? OO. minsan lang....

5.nangongopya ka ba?
> kay MANG MAGS, mrs. magcamit, ms balonkita, atbp... pero minsan lang yun ah!:D

6.nagpapakopya?
> OO NAMAN! basta kakosa

7.nagdadala ka ba ng sarili mong papel?
> OO. minsan.

8.nasa top 10 ka ba ng klase?
> hinde. normal na qwek qwek lang ako ng klase.

9.sino ang pinakaayaw mong teacher?
> ZERASPE

10.e pinaka-favorite?
> ms CHUBBY!!!

11.pinakaayawn mong klasmeyt?
> si *****. hahahaha. lalo na when she kills me with "so-not-normal-but-evn-though-not-normal-you-must-read-matter-or-else-you'll-die" hahahaha.

12.anong subject ang may highest grade mo?
> PE=92
> visual=89
> music=89

i love music pe and elective... super no brainer eh!:D

13.lowest subject?
> CHEM... DIE CHEM DIE... and math under MAGCAMIT, VILLANUEVA AND SIR GEOM.

14.sino ang crush mo during those days?
> si.... ehem

1st year= ***** [si l....]
2nd year= wala.
3rd year= f4? [waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! jologs!] at si **** and ***** SEP [in ateneo]
4th year= si ***** at si *****!!! :D

15.ano ang theme song mo sa kanya?
> sa ultimate crush ko? e di... " a little bit" MYMP... [yeeekie... ang panahon nga naman oh...]

16.fave events?
> OUTBOUND [4thyear] BANAHAW (OJ-FEVER...) and oh yeah... interaction....[ooooooy... friendships...]

17.saan ang paborito mong sulok sa classroom?
> sa dulo isle para d makitang kumakain at pag nangongopya... :D

18.natutulog ka ba sa klase?
> OOOOOOOOOOOOO! hate ko pag nahuhuli ako.... nakakahiya talaga...

19.favorite mo ba ang PE?
> yeah! :D

20.may swimming pool ba kayo sa skul?
> wala. pero pond na may amag, isda at pagong? MERON! :D

21.oval, meron?
> rectangualar lawn gusto mo?

22. basketball court?
> yup. andun pa ang amoy at essence ng mga male teachers namin. mga fans club nila? SINSAGAD AT NILALASAP NAMAN!:D ealk.... [grosss.. fansclub ni ZERASPE, VILLORIA, CASTILLO... at ni PATRICK THE TECHNICIAN!???] YAK!

23.naisip mo na bang sunugin ang skul niyo?
> oo. lalo na pag andun sa gitna si AGUILAR.

24.nagprom ba kayo? sinong partner mo?
> nope. pero sa ibang school oo. pertner??? o_O? wag na shy ako... si *****...:D but it was nice... ang kulit... makalglag baga... :D

25. may nakaaway ka bang teacher?
> hmmmmmmmmmmmm....wala!:D

26.ano ang pinakanamimiss mo sa HS?
> yung pagpapakasakit ng mg teachers, mga kewl classmates and friends, ang amoy ng classroom pag openning at saka... ung mga pagkain na paulit ulit sa caf, mango shake na puro yelo..[ulitmate brain freeze] at.... ang ICE CREAM NI MANONG!

27.worst kalokohan nung hayskul?
> nung pinagtripan namin si mang mags na lagyan ng price tag yung likod niya... "36.75 NBS RETIRO" hahahahahahaha!:D

28.greatest regret?
> d ako nagseryoso magaral...

29.if given the chance, babalikan mo pa ba
hayskul?
> NAMAN OO!!!! :D

30. anu-ano sections mo nung HS?
i-3, ii-3, iii-4, iv-4!!! <--------------astig!\m/ i miss hs....T_T... hehehehe... :D hai...
i have to buy this.... behold....

or... this.... behold...





the "almight PINK chucks" for my pink wardrobe.... hehehehe... and a blue one... for my my other shirts... wopidooooooooo!!!:D hahahahaha!:D


that's it.......... i need to stop

i took my test in english... i thought i was going to be mental blocked sa two kinds of phrases..... and their use.... rof pelias for life is soooooooooo tamad... as in!
so i have to take my prlims sa monday uli... darn that prof....><,



after i "alsabalutan" myself to feu... i went to sc... with ramch, jessie, pinggoy and rajadz............. holy cow... dotA pugo ako... pati the other game?? melody of resonance??? tama ba??? holy cow..... grabe.....T_T.... nose bleed to the max! tapos.... can i just say??? one of my new year's resolution is not "harrasing" ramch... pero d ko talaga kaya... i tried my best.. pero.. ANG KUNAT NI RAMCH!!!T_T har har har......


and then practice dance with dei... wopidoo!!!:D we finished the dance!:D yey! let's go costume! palihan!!! complete with STC'S official rubber shose.. aand dakilang ADVAN na blue or white!:D yahoooooooooooooo!:D the best ang highschool... oh yeah.... i have a wonderful idea para sa bday gift ni mommy..... ooooooooooooooooops! might have spilled to much!:D hahahahahaha!:D i'm so excited!:D ah love you mommy!!!:D happy birthday!!!!:D mommy REQUIREMENT BA ANG SKIRT??? KASI.. MAGMAMAGANDA AKO SA BDAY MO.....:D hahahahahaah!:D i'm so excited!:D

heaven knows how embittered i am these past weeks.... it seems that no matter how i try to be happy, i always have this disturbing thought....

i can't even explain this weird feeling i have.
i try to find a logical explaination for such occurances of thought
that drives me a notch higher.............in my twisted thought....




breath....
1...
2...
3...



dead.....for the second time....

cute nya..

ha ha ha ha..

crush ko yan,

mga nkakakilala sa kanya, pki ingatan xa ha??

>'.'<
thx!!

grabe.... naalala ko si vincent..... ang sweet talaga nung mokong nayun...

panu ba naman... magbigay ng testi ganito??? naman kasi.... bat ba di ko na gaanung nakikita yung taong yun..... asan na kaya si vincent???...... hanggang sa pambobola.... ang galing parin niya talaga..... pati si jm na rin..... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

nweiz....... grabe..... i signed up for a permit... ang dami kong kukunin na test!!!

grabe naman!!!

bakc to the shinding..... jessie i'm sorry talaga... kung ayaw mo kausapin ko siya... it's okie...

hehehehe... naiintindihan ko naman....


grabe..... i went back to hell again.... kailangan kong mahalin yung subject ni mam dalton... pero di ko mapigilan kung ILANG BESES SIYA NAGKAKAMOT TUWING SUBJECT NIYa!!!

tapos yung "enteng kabisote" niyang film.... holy cow..... "GO GO GO!!!" :D ahahahaahahahaha!

hai....... d ko feel maging poetic ngayon... takte... :D d ko rin feel magdrawing....
d ko feel magluto... d ko rin feel makipagusap.... somthing's really missing..... maybe..... i need more studying.....

halos.... kaunti nalang.... wala na akong masabi...... my soul is dying.... i feel so empty.... God help me....