song: stuck on you stacy orrico
mood: back to square one, the original dynamic duo...

"every now and then, when i'm all alone, i'd been wish'in you would call me on the telephone. say you want me, but you never did. i feel like such a fool."


i got home early.... i just remembered it's prixie's birth day... 18th birthday..... so before telling my dram for the day, i would just like to say... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!! muah! ^_^ miss yah!!! i'm really looking forward to loas banos.... yeah!!!




so anyway, back to the subject...... i saw the phone on my lolo's desk..... my heart was beating so much.... and i ask myself why???




tin: bakit ka kinakabahan na kausapin siya??? eh number lang naman ni baggie kukunin mo sa kanya...
me: eh hindi lang naman yun tin eh... nakakakaba lang kasi baka ayaw ka pang kausapin ng tao...
tin: eh, it's worth a shot. what's there to loose?




so without any hesitation, i got the phone... dialed his number and poof. his maid tells me that he's not yet back. i assume that he's off to galleria or mega mall or some mall hanging out with his friends.... where he is... uhm... well.... happy.... it really hurts when your best friend forgets about you... but still, my heart kepy on punding. i felt my heart sink. what the hell is wrong with me? so i decided to dial another number.... before i do so, i have 4 numbers on my head.... that's 4 LAND LINE NUMBERS! ^_^... hahahaha.. one's my dad's, 2nd was my pards, third was ramch (because what i know is he has this 36 number thing in his number) and.... my past... best friend who's still my best friend... gelo.




so i dialed ramch, hoping i could get baggie's number.... i had a lot of attepts and guess what?? ALL WRONG NUMBERS!!! and when i finally got ramch's number.... by gosh by golly.... HE DOESN'T KNOW BAGGIE's NUMBER!!! i soooooooooooooooooooooo would like to kill ramch on a 28!!!>_<) so anyway..... ramch was as boring as usual... and as "hangin" as ever... i had no body else to talk to... i can't call my dad? pards is not at his home. ramch is boring. and my last resort? it's... "him"......

so i dialed his number, my heart beating so fast. i want to burst in tears at the same time smile. and so i did......

tin: hello good evening po, pwede po ba kay gelo?

him: sino po sila?

tin: uhm, si tin po. him: wala siya eh!

tin: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEh!!! ROBERT IKAW YAN EH!!!

him: TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN!!!!

tin: ROBERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRT!!!

me/him: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! KAMUSTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

and we were laughing..... he told me his story... that partially pained my heart and my ass... it hurts so much.... well as his best friend he told me his plans and well, what happen to him, chinkay and jp.

it's so screwed up.... but, as my heart beat faster, i want to cry while talking to him and at the same time halting myself not to........... i rembered everything that happen in the past 3 years...... i did..... all in one flash....... just when i thought that all flash's are out.... as i leave, i was so happy...... extatic.... i forgot the worried feeling with jessie and baggie.... i did.... i don't know what miracle robert did.... but...... it made me bounce back higher...... made me much more happy..............

just when i thought i wouldn't see my constant sushine..... i was the one who waited for ages....i did not forget.... my heart lay asleep.... frozen. and know, i'm afraid he is back. i am strong. i will not fall.... just like i did before....

song: panaginip P.O.T.
mood: i'm just fine...





"Kulayan mo ang aking mundo, bigyan liwanag at buhay. Hindi inaasahang sapitin ito, langit sa gitna ng yakap mo."

so okay.... now a days, nobody seems to have time reading my "oh-so-screwed-up-jigahoo-blog".... so i can freely write anything!!! yehey for me.... ^_^


i'm so silent today..... yes... silence is in me...*miracle* yet my soul craves for noise....

okay... after i have this ultimate "high feeling" from my english (yeah, it just raised 12 points! shocking!)i so get this freeking srewed up feeling in my CHEM LAB.... yes... i finally become jacky chan of chem... wreking my grades and pushing my self into "suicide" well.... academic suicide..... my grades went down... 10 POINTS.... *jaw drops* i mean... to hell with chem! like all of my classmates scored 4 downwards!!! >_<

>_<.... as for june.... well... i think he knows... oh yeah... he knows..... and so??? i don't like him anymore although he looks like ***** + *******= KILIG/CUTIE... yeah!!! :) hahahaha.... boys??? make my world SICK!!!>_<... as in... they like look at you (argh) from head to toe... like what's there freekin problem? if they like me so much why can't they just have their faces copied like mine??? so they can crush on themselves... (hey! that would be totally neat!) but boys can really make you "sabaw" and hyper.....from experience..... i calssify boys in to four categories...

• the "jaw dropps"
• the "tell that to the dead marines jerk"
• the "mr. pogi"
• the "buddies"

boys are like this unkown specimen.... ^_^.... you see..... the jaw dropps are what i call the "freekin loosers" throne out of looser ville... i mean, they can't do anything right.. they always GET MY NUMBER (eeew?) my friendster account....(argh...) ....... terrible loosers....

the second one... the "tell that to the dead marines jerk" are the guys who would romance me and say the "oh-so-famous-lines"......"tin, sa totoo lang... ikaw lang ang tanging babae na nagpabago sakin..." ohohoho.... tell that to the dead marines JERK! in your face... tin this tin that.... prinsesa ka ng buhay ko.... and so on.... cut the crap jerk....

the third one...."mr. pogi" are the cute guys... uhuh.... cute guys with a capital F on their forheads.... F for FREEKS... ^_^.... i mean, they would walk up and show their face.... big deal... flirt with you a liitle.. and they would tell their usual lies like "wala pa akong gf eh...".... see??? so.... mr. pogi guys could be compared to dumb blondes you know???

the fourth one is my type.... i call them the "buddies" basically because they are just theirselves... they enjoy normal "boy sessions" without any malice...... i love them so much that they make my world spin.......^_^.... they are the people i would usually hang in... they are fun and they actually defy the term of boys=total loosers.... yeah!!!:) so kudos for my buddies!!! miss yah people!!!^_^....

so enough about boys.... june belong to mr. pogi...ehehehehe.... not interested..... :)

so let's skip boys...... boys here and there.... reminds me of HS..with the tags of: HS boys... (i.e. ateneo boys, claret boys, don bosco boys, slu boys, bedan boys) that kind of form.... hahahahaha.... miss yah guys!!!:) *los ba daw tayo ah!??? :) so excited!!! muah!^_^*

any hoo.... i need to go.... need to rest.... ^_^....

p.s. i love auie so much!:) myles gets her from me.... he says he likes my baby tiger.... T_T... it's my tiger!!!T_T.... beh!=p

the other day while i was walking along r.papa..... somebody went pass through me.... here's the catch.... he stumbled on my arms!!! God it hurts so much!!! when i turned back i realized that it was..... june....... 6:16:43......... >_< masakit yun!!!



mei-li: chao may itatanong ako
chao: ano yun mei-li?
mei-li: nagustuhan mo ba itsura ko?
chao: oo naman.... diba sabi ko sayo magtiwala ka lang sa sarili mo?
mei-li: oo nga chao..... may sasabihin ako sayo...
chao: ano yun?
mei-li: GUSTO KITA!
chao: AKO RIN NAMAN! GUSTO KITA!:)
mei-li: sa katunayan niyan... MAHAL KITA!!!
chao: MAHAL??? PASENSYA KA NA MEI-LI.... GUSTO KITA PERO MAHAL? OO.. PERO IBA KASI ANG PAGTINGIN KO SAYO.... PARA KASI KITANG KAPATID ATSAKA MATALIK KITANG KAIBIGAN.
mei-li: *surprised* ah, ganun ba chao? sige.....*runs and takes a drink with the guys*


ay.....napakasaklap......T_T..... wawa naman mei-li....drat.... i have this hang over with shaolin soccer.... hahahahaha!:)



hmm..... i'm sleeping in mom's room..... grabe... and lamig ng aircon.. T_T.... can't sleep.... :) good thing auie is beside me.... i would usually curl up with her in my arms... :) i love auie so much!!!!!!!!!!!:) just like the one who gave it to me..... i miss that person soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!T_T huaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! asan ka na kasi eh??? grabe... it's so lonely in here! it's so quiet....T_T i'm going to be paranoid na!!!@_@..... miss yah pards.... to the highest heavens....



uhm..... ilang araw bago mag bday si prix.... oh i'm so excited!!!:) i'm gonna bring lemon squares.... *^^,* yehey!:) and.... sem's ending.......... my heart is pounding fast... really fast...... sana p papa Lord...sana po makalipat na ako......



i woke up loosing breath..... i dreamt of raffy... oh my...... scarry.... i want to cry..... it will not happen..... T_T.... papa Lord naman....T_T..............






anyhoooooooooooooooo..... i want to drink beer....... miss it BADLY..... beer... beer.... beer..... T_T must resist temptation.................. ahahahahahahahah!:) good thing there's pepsi..... i'm forgetting my addiction........:) wa!:) i'm thnking if i'm going to the ANIMO CAMP..... T_T hai.... :)

song: i do
singer: rain

why i like rain: he dances REALLY GOOD... i like the way his body is so flexible, how i wish i could dance like him.... besides... he has a nice body, nice height, nice face... what could go wrong???? :)


NO MORE MR.CHAN.... oh by the way, he added me up on friendster... so close kami ah???? and oh my..... what's his connectin with istine??? oh my...... hahahahaha..... :)

iFINALLY HAVE CLOTHES sa O2JAM!!!:) yehey!:) kayang kaya ko toh!:)




isang malupit na chem and an unkown FILIPINO..... is kewl.... very kewl......







"forgetting the past is like avoiding the sun---plain impossible...."

yesss... S.A. DONE!!! what a major relief!!!:)



and...... just so you know... i know you na.... and.... we both na you know.... badtrip na irregular kid..... can't blame you, transferee ka kasi... :) anyhoo....


GOAL# 8147


i will GET OVER YOU MR. CHAN!!! :) wahahahahaha!!! aja!!!




uhm, nais ko lang ipaalam na wag na sana tayong maghintayan tuwing fil, eng and S.A. kasi it kinda ticks me off when you do.... wahahaha..... :)

i'm goin on a diet.... why??? i'm doing my S.A. today... i'm so tired and i'm so pissed. i need a break... things that i dream of right now...

1. my bed
2. my comforter
3. my pillow
4. auie *my cute little tigger, can't sleep without it*

huaaaaaaaaa!!! i need to sleep! what i hate today is that i WOKE UP AT 6:45!!! and the "wonder thought" entered my mind...FACULTY EVALUATION from 7:50-8:10!!! so kamusta naman diba? 15 mins of cold water, 0 food, and 100% sleepy... argh! when i arrived, i thought i was late.... damn it... HINDI PA NAGSISIMULA YUNG F.E.!!!! darn it!>_<... anyhoo... it was nice torchuring teachers in F.E.'s... hahahahaha!:)

i "accidently" slept at my philo class... T_T.... i really didn't mean it.... krizzy is tickling me while i was asleep..... grabe.... what a day... plus i have my english pa.... aja! i can do this!!! 3 more subject to go before i do my ALL MIGHTY "santo-ako-bayani-pa" CRAMMING! plus my ORALS TOMORROW AT MY REPORT??? somebody shoot me right now....

i have an idea what to give my best bud na!!!:) wahahahaha!:) hope he'll like it.... ^_^ yipee!!!

people to kill:


addi
jessie...





ohohoho..... just wait and seeeeeee........


di kita kinay ramch... ang lakas talaga ng powers mo... ang hangin mo parin hanggang ngayon ah???:)

yeekie si kamoto pumunta...:D

rjadz... thanks for comming kahit na.... puro raffy nalang pinaguusapan natin............. T_T.... ang sagot ko lang talaga...."ewan ko".... nyahahaha at "or".... :)



astig.....go go go soapdish at itchy worms...:D \m/ yeah...... pero ang korny ng ibang bands.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... i'll never go sa bandfest again.....T_T.....


song: akin ka nalang by itchy woms....

music: do you believe in me

after dancing reggae with michael.... i feel all my energy is OUT.... panu ba naman kasi.. his body is so STIFF!!! *like the lifter that he is...*.... grbe.... it's so hard dancing with a guy whose body is so HARD.... T_T.....fortunately we got a 90.... ang galing!!!:)


hai... another day... yipeeeee!!!:) i get to go with mama dei!!!:) yehey!!! so that means i'm gonna be late.... boohoo... anyhoo.... cedric gave me a song... he asked if i could check it... here it is....

you look so pretty
digging your own grave
dreaming of you
while i'm awake

i miss you so badly
i want to scream
dont let me wake
from this dream

aLL i dream oF
night and day
was you.... us
i dream of the stars
with you....
eternity...

how i wish
you'll see me like i see you
love me like i do
kiss me like you did
ease my pain
kiss all my sadness away...

when im with you
i dont have to pretend to smile..
i'll just fall asleep tonight
pretending your mine....

a gLimpse of heaven...
your here....
see me... hear me....
fill my need to be with you...


okay... it's so creepy the first part... but it's good!!!:) may hidden talent pala ineng mamang ire.... :D wahahahahaha!!! kengkoy ka talaga DRIC!!!:) nyahahahaha!!!:D

dean messaged me.... now... everybody's calling him DEAN na kasi i called him dean... T_T.... huhuhuhuhuhuhu..... grabe....T_T not my fault... huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!T_T i'm sorry dean.... musta na si baby jy??? c gelle?? c pat??? c kuya jeff??? si moja!!??? my guhlay... miss yah guys!!!:) punta sana kayo sa camp ng BIG THREE...:D go!!!:) faci na naman ang lola mo!:D


anyhoo... bandfest... na..... at.... wala... lang.. trip ko lang maglagay ng dots!:D problema ba yun!???


oh yeah....

*para sa isang tao whose imposing na may M.U. ako??? what the crap???o_O??? i never had one!!! T_T wala talaga.... kaya kung pwede sana......feeling ko P.A. ako eh....



anyhoo.... for the people comming sa bandfest.... see yah there...:D i'm so happy... thankyou...:D





"so real.... so real.... so real..... something REAL..."

oh my..... qwek qwek.... i miss the times i eat qwek qwek sa stc.... the one near family council.... ang the iced tea.... oh my...... it's nice to ce back at my alma mater.... go go go!!!:)

to kat> inay kong mahal.... parang awa mo na... pumunta na.... ang lungkot ko pag wala ka.... si mama dei daw hahabol. ikaw ang ang wala... panu na kami ni ches? T_T

to ches> OIIIIII!!!:D babalik tayo sa stc... besides shadow... SI HUNKY-DOODLES mo andun!!! baka kasama niya si PILAT/SAMURAI X... *yeekie, crushyness.... :) pati ba naman sa crushyness mag bes pren yung sa inyo ni shadow? o_O? magaya nga kayong dalwa??? ako third party, akin naman SI SIR D.M.!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!!! jowke...* namiss ko bigla yung "libog" days natin... yung pinagtatawanan natin nila val yung mga "anem" escapades natin sa lahat ng teachers doon... pati yung mga "pantasya" *ang lutong nun...* mo kay...... hunky.... oh my guhlay.... :D buti nalang d ko naging crush yang si ser... :) go go go!!!:)

to jessie > bakit ganito??? ----------> :( dapat ganito!!! -----------> :) yeah!!!:)


anyhoo....i'm so sabaw when i was with noel... shox that guy... and it went like this...

me: classmates, absent si sir apolonio.....he said that next week na yung activity sa family!!!
noel: ows... talaga???
me: oo noel wag kang pasaway...
noel: so you want to make a family???
me: o_O??? huh???
noel: di nga... you want to make a family lets go???
me: gago ka talaga noel!!!>_< ang dami mong alalaman...... sapakin kita jan....
noel: joke yun tin!!!:) tawa naman jan!!!:) *pinches me in the cheeks*

***outside

me: hai...kapagod maging mayor
noel: huh??? you want a family again?
me: NOEL!!! kelan ka ba titigil!??? *punches arms*
noel: bakit ka naman ganyan tin???
me: noel, it's called harassment...
*me and noel both laugh*
me: let's take a picture noel!!!
noel: sige ba!!
*we both hold our phone and takes a pic at ourselves*
jason: huh??? let's take a pic ah???
me: eh tama naman ah??? let's take a pic???
noel: oo nga jason...
me: of OUR SELVES!!! :) *LOL*
jason: VAIN.... VAIAN plus VAIN= VAIN VAIN...
*me and noel laughs...*


oh my.... d ko kaya utak ni noel.... go go go!!!:) while at guidance... i met LA and kristine..... d ko kinaya powers ni LA... oh my gosh by golly... KINGKONG ka daw??? ahahahahahaha!!! mg stomch hurts because i've been laughing all day.... :D sabaw!!!!:D d kinaya ng powers ko....


dean messaged me sa frindster.... i'm supposed to go to the camp sa antipolo this friday.... hai... i miss him, baby jy, pat, gelle and... MOJA!!! T_T.... all my letran pips.... grabe..... :( i wish i could see them agin..... *kuya jeff... your boys ah.....:) miss yah big time*


hmm... what else??? i'm so excited sa friday... go go go!!!:)

beyond my room of winks and constant sunshine exist the faint light on the window of remorse....


BLACK is the NEW RED... okay..... it's kind of a piss... everything around me is sooo red...grabe.... as if... what's so special today? it almost slipped in my head... valentines na pala... i remembered when i was in hs..... all the chocolate....super yummy!!!:D hahahaha...but when collage came.... oh m
.... all i can do is stare....... T_T.... this is so sad..... :( oh yeah!!! I PASSED MY CHEM MIDTERMS!!! i can still make up for my grades....:) i'm slowly reaching the limit i've set myself....

yes! 3 tikets more! mama dei got one... she just gave me a message in my friendster.... i miss mama dei....:( i wish i could see jason, dondee, reb, mama, cheska, shadow and xan sa bandfest!!!:D ooooh!!! it will be so great!!!:D grand reunion!!!

thing is.... dalwang TAO jan... *chi, ramch... di kayo yun ah???* d pupunta... what a waste....:( huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!


anyhoo..... i'm predicting...*seer "kuno" give way..* that i will have 2's in my subjects namely POL SCI, CHEM *duh, ity doesn't take a rocket scientistto figure it out...*, SOCIO ANTHRO and ENGLISH..... grrrr.... my grades aren't enough to pull those subjects... drat.....so my last option??? PERFECTION in evrthing..... oh, dear Virgin---my head sign, fill me with your analytical and scientific guidance. may all my descicion turn out to be logical. push my limits into the critical state; that i may question everything i encounter.

yosha...... i'm on the normal path.... go go go!!! aja! kaya ko toh!!!


anyhoo....love is in the air..
let's go back to valentines...i've searched it's history... rational enough..... here it is...



Valentines Day History






There are varying opinions as to the origin of Valentine's Day. Some experts state that it originated from St. Valentine, a Roman who was martyred for refusing to give up Christianity. He died on February 14, 269 A.D., the same day that had been devoted to love lotteries. Legend also says that St. Valentine left a farewell note for the jailer's daughter, who had become his friend, and signed it "From Your Valentine". Other aspects of the story say that Saint Valentine served as a priest at the temple during the reign of Emperor Claudius. Claudius then had Valentine jailed for defying him. In 496 A.D. Pope Gelasius set aside February 14 to honour St. Valentine.

Gradually, February 14 became the date for exchanging love messages and St. Valentine became the patron saint of lovers. The date was marked by sending poems and simple gifts such as flowers. There was often a social gathering or a ball.


now i understand.... memory refreshed....:) so tha's what it is..... valentines is a special day where you remember someone close to you--- someone very special to your heart.... since all of my family and friends are close to me.... iw ould like to greet evryone... HAPPY VALENTINES!!!:)

darn... scarmble eggs plain??? pwede bang mushroom and cheese omelette nalang???


i have 6 tickets available.... ronald christianne DAVID.... KAMOTO patatas ka pumunta ka, ramon christian LIM, mama ramch punta na... T_T... sige naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! ang korny niyong dalawa, gusto niyo ako pa dudukot sa inyo sa beda??? so ganyan nalang pala... joke!!! chige naaaaaaah!:D punta na kayo..... oi rchi, anong rason mo bakit ka d pupunta??? punch kaya??? putakte, d kita matawagan, may topak ba uli yung landline niyo??? any hoo....

music: heaven must be missi'n an ANGEL *tin anong ginagawa mo dito? balik heaven!!! dali!:D*
time: 9:00 a.m. *oi, intsekitay, late na late ka na sa chem... go go go!!!*
T-D.L: gotta kill froi.... FEU??? PUNCH KAYA KITA JAN??? >_<... kapal talaga..... ;p

ps.
pards, check out your the....... ;p i have somthing in there por you!:D

music: happy
movie: memoirs of a geisha PREMEIRE *yesss...ang lola naka premeire...*
place: robinsons manila
where: TAFT *oh my...*
actress: zang zi yi *wow....ta sh'r MEI!!!!*
mood: happy, satisfied, sleepy, tired.
kudos: to pards.... thanks mahn!!!:D your the best!:D next time cheese crust pizza...^^,


thank God for my break.... *^^,* yosha! i'm so ready to STUDY AGAIN!!!


ONE BIG CHANCE, ONE BIG FINAL, ONE BIG FIGHT.... go tin!


*did i mention i have a character in loki??? i bumped my head and i made a character... boohoo... pero... go SARAH parin!!!:D*

oh noh.....SUMPAIN KA NG LANGIT PROPESOR!!!T_T and for that i need coffee at wala pa akong tulog.... SERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!>_<>_<.... hai na late pa ako for chem... grrr sir.... grrrrrrrrrr... kung di niyo lang ako binigyan ng 90 sa CS d ko toh gagawin.... anyway... gO GO GO!!!:D


aja! ramch..... 2nd thought po ang beda... dlsu daw muna sabi ni mama.... :D hahahahaha!:D hmm..... oi ramch, wag mo akong maliitin na hindi ko kaya accounting..... baka mamaya niyan magkita pa tayo sa JPIA ng beda niyan*well kung papasok ako sa beda...well, parang required ni mama at papa na sumama...what the hell??? association for math addicts like you..:D joke!* nweiz.... sama ka ba bandfest??? kasi wala ng tickets mismo on that day ng bandfest... sabihin mo na kung pupunta ka para mabigyan na kita ng isang ticket okei???:D belat!:D


whatta day..... grrr... i just flunked my pol sci test!!!>_<>_<... i'm a big sack of crap riht now..... i might belong to the royal family of "looser ville"..... @_@.. ganito na ba talaga ako ka GC!??? *grade contious*??? hindi ba kinakaya ng pride ko??? now i know what mommy kat feels... or even claire or gia or jen.... those hs pips that i really want to punch kasi "super talino".... now it's happening to me... i finally see my potential when i was out stc... i found out that... "


hey!!! i'm AN OFFICIAL DORK!!! who wants to be my friend??? WALA??? pare d naman ako mayabang ah??? normal na bata lamang ako...parehas lang naman tayo nagbayad ng tuition ah??? teka??? naguguluhan ako!!!"


its hard belong to that group...people who don't appreciate you for who you are.... people! it's not my fault if my BRAIN IS AN ALIEN AND COMPLETLY MODIFIED--- INCAPABLE OF ADAPTING TO YOURS!!! you realize that you don't belong to the "avergae people" kasi nga naman ang level of intellect mo iba sa kanila.... it's so HARD TO ADJUST!!! i want to cry... sobra..... kasi naman... i feel i really don't belong.... i admire jiaowie, giggy mandigerz, mayey, roda, kat, jen.... buti sila they don't get affected with the criticsms.... *well nung una lang...* hai....T_T..... i'm slowly turning into a mad man.... a real mad man... but i always keep my cool... i just think that i'll let them blab about anthing they like...


"mind over matter" as sir casti would say.... i miss my hs life.... when i was normal... when people at my turf are cool and treat me as a normal kid.....and i know that someone appreciates me of what i can do and what i am capable to .... just a little more tin.... just a little more..... 5 factor personality test.... a lilttle bit of this a little bit of that...


Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.


Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.


wow...i'm finding Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

humm.... i finally talked to my mom... about me transfering schools. i said i wanted to take up "mangement economics" in ateneo or in la salle.... well..... it went like this...

me: ma di ko po tlaga trip course ko
ma: ano bang kukunin mo?
me: management economics po... sa admu or sa dlsu naman po ab-bse..
ma: MANAGMENET???? *toooooot.... long sermon...* MAG ACCOUNTING KA NALANG!!! parang si papa mo! you're hitting two birds with one stone!!! *toooooot... sermon*
me: accounting!??
ma: oo.... mag BEDA KA NALANG ANAK...parang PAPA MO.... accountant na lawyer pa...
me: o_O??? SAN BEDA MA???? THAT's SUICIDE!
ma: SAN BEDA IS A GOOD SCHOOL ANAK LALO NA PAG NAISIPAN MO MAG LAW.....
me: *T_T.....* ma, hindi naman po ako maglalaw.... tsaka.... may kakilala po ba kayong super successful bedans?
ma: *looks at me* PAPA MO... yung head ceo ng la tondena before! marami anak...
me: o_O??? ma....... me accountant??? T_T....
ma: oo anak...
me: ma... sige na nga... pero i'll really try....
ma: okey lang la salle.... beda ka na...
me: apllication forms??? kelan po ako kukuha??? isasabay ko ba sa ateneo?
ma: hmmm..... *eats..*
me: *waiting*

we ended up teh discussion with the hanging question and a thought...

Q: "accounting kaya kunin ko?"
T: "maybe i'll give a shot at beda"


choices: admu- management economics
dlsu- ab-bse/acounting
beda: accounting

go go go lady han!:D

darn... na ngangati na kamay ko pumunta ng beda at kumuha ng application form... so as dlsu.... tutal beda is accepting pa naman this whole march pati rin dlsu... plus trimester pa naman sila.... with my AA grades, i'm sure pasok na ako sa 2 schools na yon..... thinking..... thinking...... why not consider??? maybe it won't be that bad.... i hope...


indeed... "man is free yet he's still binded with shackles"....