grabe... can i just share!??? PIG OUT!!!! grabe!!! ang taba ko na.. but it's okie.... 115 naman ako.... [niye! the revelation....] hahahaha..... pero grabe.....


can i just share... jessie..... naalala ko na sinabi ko sayo..... i was DRUNK PALA??? T_T....wag mo namang sabihin sa kanya oh!?? sobrang sa sarili ko lang sinabi kasi nung time nayun nahihiya ako sabihin kay pao eh... about the.... "you know what"...please lang talaga!!! nahihiya na nga ako eh......T_T...[pao... its not about you ah... :D miss yah big time... :D topak lang talaga si jessie at mikko...]



ahahahahaha..... :D yey!!! :D 1year best buds jessie!!!:) yey for you and me!!!!:D suggestion lang... can we both get... "new sturbucks names" ??? i have one na... :D ikaw nlang... para when we get there... we wouldn't be called "the full house duos"...T_T... horrible.....hahahahaha....


tin ang weird... kinukutya ang sarili.....


haaaaaaaaaay...... pasukan na naman sa january2... total nerd mode: ON...


at dahil new year na.......here are my resoloutions:

1. NO MORE BOYS....[except pag nanghuhunting sa admu..... 4ever loyal kay *******]
2. let's go DIET!
3. aja mode: ON
4. wonder dork mode : ON!!! todo aral this year!:D
5. be a good daughter...[yeah... i'll try my best na wag makipag "debate" kay mama and papa]
6. i'll TRY MY BEST na wag mang pahiya ng mga profs at wag i charge ang mga profs sa pagbibigy ng 2.0-2.25
7. i'll try my best na magalsabalutan sa ateneo....
8. i'll try my best to do my duty as a mayor[kayang kaya mo yan tin!]
9. makapaglaro uli ng dotA at mapatay uli si ramch....[ :D]
10. maging mabait na bata

YEY! :D complete!:D bday na ni mommy kat sa january 9...... advanced HAPPY BDAy!!!:D miss yah!!!:D

random thought:

minsan na isip ko
kung ano ang istura ng buhay na walang bakas na pagdadalumhati. kung sakaling ginawa ang mundong ganun, lahat masaya pero..... sa kabila nang aking pagiisip.... nakita ko na...... pag walang nakararanas ng lungkot, lahat perpekto.... lahat masaya...

kung paulit ulit ang kasiyahan, nakakabagot. wala man lang sakit sa buhay.

naisip ko lang.... kung walang sakit....

walang saya..... kung saan namumugad ang sakit doon umuusbong ang kasiyahan.

wow....napaka matalinhaga naman nun tin!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay....


can i just share..... wala na uling unlimitted ang samrt i'm gonna miss jessie and jemes... :D

to jeff lao... kilala ko kung sino....... :D d ko ipagkakalat!:D





hay.... i'm in the state of nothingness....congratulate me people

i have nothing right now..... now thoughts..... just.... empty......

grabe.... malapit na bday ni kuya jes..... happy bday... :) kung kelan close na doon ko lang na feel... i'm so happy!:D

happy bday kuya JEs!!! :) i love you dear God... thanks for giving your Son... unworthy as i am, you still forgave me and embraced me into your loving arms.....


to all people who made this year special for me...... merry christmas!!! :)


4-4 batch'05 [my kewl section!:)]

c-19 [to enrico's angels, rona (achi! grabe), meteor garden (mae) marge, euge, lanuz, ej, james, lui,enrico, lloyd, jayvee, jc, karen 1 and 2, bahbie...... ang dami... basata lahat! :)

B05

to my family......na kumupkop sa isang batang pasaway kina Jang Geum, andrade, miguel, jane (oooy magkatabi pa...) doanne cat, sa lahat.... kina jason, marge, ingrid (love yah guys....), uhm.... kina weng, samson,joy sa lahat talaga... ang dami.... :D

SC buddies

ramch-wag ka na talaga
rchi- fy ko
raffy- jacket ko po
pinggoy- musta na girl?? :D [i miss our boy hunting escapades sa surf central...T_T]
jessie-pards grabe [4got wala ka palang friendster..hahahA!]

paolo- i miss u
jiggy- hello!
rjadzper- kakamiss
addi- try killing him and i swear i'm gonna kill you :D

tgis

ches- mewi kwismas!

kat- hello momy!
prix- :D
dei- thanks mami dei!
cha- ang dami mong name tag hmpf! :D
dondee- daddy ko!
jason -hope u liked your gift...:D hahahaha
reb- tc

yfc letran

kuya jeff- miss yah!
moja- ANG KYUT MO!:D na miss kita!:D [ooooy!;D hahahahaha! sa lahat ng mga tao talaga naman ikaw oo... :D]

dean- salamat for not forgetting me ur so thoughtful
gelle- i hope talaga you're doing okay :D
pat- salamat sa pagsama kina dean at moja
jyruz

yfc ateneo

achi ko- thanks sis!!!
kuya bboy- pls smile!:D thanx for backing my sis up
ritz- grabe... i love you... tc mwah!

jemes- grabe pae... thanx talaga... :D

JEFF-my guhlay... thankyou!!!!:D

mang domeng- elow kuya nick!:D
ic- thankx for the rosaries!!!:D
ED- omguhlay!:D thankyou for the support and the mushy gushy talk... :D much releived talaga...

pearl and red- thanx sa glittery pillow and sundae
cash- thanx for the huggies!
miggles- wow.....

nats- hello missing twin... hahaha :)
tin- thanx for patronizing "the weird dance"
mika- miss yah! :D
auda- thanx for everything!:D
jaron- namimiss ko yung pangaalaska mo
[himala...]


uhm... sa lahat ng namention at di na mention ko...... thankyou guys! :) hope you have a merry christmas and a preosperous new year!:)

so okay.. i'm really trying to feel christmas for ike the past week.... bakit ang feeling ko manas ako ngayong pasko??


drat... i hate this............

as of right now i'm talking to hanna about the 'ateneo' guy/gal who posted some thingi ma jig sa blog ni hanna.... ang mean lang talaga ng guy/girl na yun..... i'm like 88% sure kung sino ang nobody but he/she would do such a thing.... addi kasi eh.... maxiadong hearthrob..[yuck, i can't believe i said that...kung di dahil kay hanna dear...]

haya...

can i just say wala lang taaga ako magawa sa buhay ko kung hindi maghasik nga kabaliwan at kalokohan....


grabe... buhay baboy ako ngayong pasko.... drat... i've been eating and eating...

haaaay... i'm getting fat na tuloy.... guhlay... :D


inaantok na ako... gotta zoom out!

mewi kwismas!!! :D

yey! ang saya ng youth camp..... grabe.... can i just say!?? ONE BIG YEY FOR KUYA JES! grabe! :D

• i was faci.... and God gave me Ritz..... sobrang ang galing talaga..... :) love my pahkner so much! :)
• sobrang andun si...... *kilig!*
• nyahahahaha! bonding with my letran bodygurds.... [richard, patrick, gelle, moja and baby jy.....] and kuya jeff
• dancing "the dance" as salute whenever i see jeffie bear!
• dancing "the dance" again with ritz and tin.... so happends that everyone is doing "the dance"
• bonding with jemes and eds!
• being super close with my facilitated babies!
• rocking with kuya nick and doing the block and white commercial....[hi i'm cristine and i've been using block and white for 3 weeks at walang side effects... wa wawawalang side effects... WALANG SIDE EFFECTS!.... yehey!]
• super bonding with mika and ross!
• kuya jp astig
• claret pala si mark???
• ate kring ang bait.....
• miggles ang korny
• kodakan with the whole service team and cash.....

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay... ang alot more things happend............ super love ko talaga yfc.... astig......... :) yehey! :) nga pala... ah mishu buddy! :D

i'm taking my prelims next year... and so is my entrance test to admu.... goodluck tin-tin! aja! :D

why do i like sleeping so much? because that's the only time i could imagine myself being with you...........



i was listening to jay's player.... then i heard this song that totally ring a bell.....

tulog
>south border.
Sa pagtulog ko ikaw ang nakikita sa isipan
Puro sa 'yo lang napupunta ang bawa't kuwento

Refrain:
Sinungaling na panaginip
Di ka raw lumayo sa akin

O kay sarap
'Di tayo nagkahiwalay

Tuloy-tuloy pa rin
Lumilipad sa aking isip
Ayokong magising
Ayokong malauyo sa piling mo

Refrain II:
Kahit na imposible okey lang
Basta't palaging andiya't kasama ka

O kay sarap
'Di tayo nagkahiwalay

Chorus:
Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

Adlib:

Refrain:
Sinungaling na panaginip
Di ka raw lumayo sa akin

O kay sarap
'Di tayo nagkahiwalay

Chorus:
Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

while listening, it almost made me cry...... and my fingers are on my mouth.... just looking at our prof. my classmates are asking why i my head was pushed in mere nothingness.... simply beacuse they don't know anything. i was so shocked why my head went blank. i told myself i should snap back to my own sanity before i draw my own issue. while listening to that song, i couldn't understand my prof. i simply looked at the windows and gave sigh. my head was telling me that somehow i felt empty... that there was somthing missing..........and it somehow told me that i should remember someone...........

i was so bussy........ with the competiotion, being the mayor, and frantically being the world's perfect piss [with all the errands, meetings, quizzess, projects etc]...... but suddenly, i found myself stuck into this song. finally i can't take it. i need to free my mind. that's why........ i wrote yet again in my blog.......

as if God won't listen to my plea....

just when i was about to forget that thought this song played.........


Habang Atin Ang Gabi
>> Border South

Sumapit man ang dilim
Hindi mangangamba
Magkakanlong sa dilim
Hindi nag-iisa
Dahil kapiling ka

Lumalim man ang gabi
Hindi mahihimbing
Aabangan ang buwan
Habang binibilang ang mga bituin

REFRAIN:
Ang luha at dahas
Ng nagdaang umaga
Sa lambong ng gabi
Tila naglaho na
May luha at dahas
Sa darating na bukas
Ngunit habang gabi
Walang mababakas ooh

CHORUS:
Yakapin mo ako
Habang ating ang gabi/mundo


Paglipas ng magdamag
Hindi malulumbay
Dahil buong magdamag
Tayong dal'wa sinta
Nangarap ng sabay



darn........... i was so shocked........... i decided to drink a beer and let it pass...... now i realized.... i can't.... is HE toying with me? he placed me in TAFT AS OF THE MOMENT! EVERYTHING IS SO GREEN! plus that blog of... uhm..... basata yun!?? arghhhhhhhhhhhhh! d nakaya ng conscience ko.......... need to breath.............. need to cry................realx... and let it out.............


*jess..... kuya.... need to talk..........

if you totally hate the foul words, then do not read....



i'm so bangenge na talaga pare. i'm like so pagod na in doing and adjusting our groups article which is a fucking piss talaga. while i was surfing the net, this blog cought me damn! he sucks. i just hate him for being the biggest ASSHOLe i've ever seen! his english was like this. so i was like conyo na for like two days straight! i just hate this. the hell's wrong with the elitist? FUCK THEM ALL....

he hates call center people and he calls them "orcs"
he hates his driver mang tonyo and calls him ang old fool
he hates the gay guys whose been with her girl friend..
he is just a fucking piss
he calls filipinos katutubo well in fact he has filipino blood

grabe.... i just hate people who are like that. he calls vios BULOK!? screw this guy seriously.... fuq-u dude...........

hai.... i just have tulog for like an hour... i like muntik ng makalampas sa stop ko sa quirino. damn na talaga.

early morning...just a while ago. i was like muntik ng ma tardy ni arao! shiT! gotta breath... bwisit this girl........she made me pahirap with her article. i made her article! including the one that quoted "that's why i see alot of fhm's and porn cd's!" yes, that was my brother.... grrr... this girl... sakit ulo article.....so it's like i revised her whole article! i'm so asar!

iba talaga effect of people who are bangenge. my utak is so sabaw. i'm full of galit today. i'm not usually like this naman. i love james. thanks pare!


hate socialites..........hate elitists...........hate glitteraties.........just hate those fuckers who really like to screw people down.... fuq-u cofibean....... die and go to hell with your ugali..........

kuya Jes, i'm so tired... mahal mo ba talaga ako? eh bakit ako sobrang nahihirapan sa buhay ko!? malapit na akong magpakamatay sa sobrang dami ng gingawa... T_T....

can i just share... i saw kuya bboY! :) happy, and eds ang kuya jeric and ritz... happy! :) yeah boy! youth camp! :)

har... i got an 86% sa long quizz sa chem! i can't believe i'm ACTUALLY LOVING CHEM! :) uhm..... perfect 100% sa fil.... :) 95% sa reporting.... sad to say sa soc anthro eh 18 lang me... wrong spelling kami ni papa noe.... :( but it's okie... d pa namanm siguro katapusan ng mundo... argh..... i have this weird feeling na babagsak ako ngayon.... aja pa rin!!!!! :) 39/40 sa english kasi WRONG SPELLING NG GROUP! >_<>_< me and aids are going to represent for english week..... goodluck nalang tin! mabuhay ka! :)

ayon.... broadcast... ang kapal ng mukha ni RAMCH... sir ramch, *ang pangit pakinggan.... ang kati sa tenga!*pakikiskis ng liha yang muhka mo kasi grabe..... ang kapal! :D nyahahahahaha! alam mo ba dahil sa blog mo.. LSS AKO SA THEME SONG NG PANDAY! BWISET!!!!T_T...

i was singing panday song kaninang filipino... tapos tinitigan ako ni mam!??? *tae talaga...* ayon.... T_T.... up until now, i'm singing the freeking song... "ipaglalaban ko ang ating pagiiiiiiiiiiiiibiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig!" guhlay!

hay..........i wish ma cram ok magazine tonight! :) reliving the hs days na nagpupuyat ako.... tapos, kamusta naman diba!? calss mayor's meeting tom.. from 2.00-6.00!!! kamusta naman diba!? hinga!!!!

anton won't believe me... congress is higher than mayor! :) 100 pesos na toh! :)

oist jessie, baka akala mu lang.... may ishashare ako seo.... grabe na talaga toh.... i cant beleive na..... T_T......... can't take it anymore......masakit siya..... grabe........T_T

ching! oist bong... baka akala mo lang...........wupiduh!<---------ang pangit men.......

waaaaaaashay! sana mabuhay ako ngayon!T_T go mayor!........