Before I grew up I saw you on a cloud I could bless myself in your name and patch you on my wings---deemhie100%^^,v
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death wish
Thursday, October 12, 2006

can i just share!!! this is the HAPPIEST DAY or ONE OF THE HAPPIEST DAY of my LIFE!!!

okay.. "we" just settled a fight with team konoha... and i'm so freeki'n NERVOUS!!! argh! maybe because i was thinking of him---playing with me...

so it started with me... (this stupid writer) who entered school at 7:00 AM (how stupid is that?) and i waited until it's physics...

i was with gladys and mon waiting for time to pass by.... boredome struck us so i thought "why not CHANGE A LOOK FOR TODAY?"

so... hmm... we got our hair done!^^, yey!

mon had to borrow claculator so we had to got to our room extra early. we decided to take the elevator. to my surprise.. HE WAS THERE! i can't take the elavator! (why? baka mahimatay ako sa kilig... and besides... i would look like a stalker noh?) so i decided to go with the stairs. his friend was calling me and i don't want to look back. (why? i'm super shy.)

inside the room: rescent comments from brye.. "buhay kayo ngayon" >_< (ngayong araw lang na to? haha. kidding.) so i was in our usual room... he had his stats.. our room is like 1 ft apart. i was looking outside when he went outside!!! i immediately hid on the tables... i was sooooooooooooo shy... when our prof came in, she said that we will move to room 405 B... the room NEXT TO HIS!!! i really can't concentrate! i don't know if i was excempted or not!!! plus my hands are super sweaty plus for pete's sake... I FORGOT MY CALCULATOR! so pilipinas! kamusta pa ako diba?

when i entered the room... i thought i was still going to push for the exmas... well... I WAS EXCEMPTED! (the prof gave the grades and that's it.) hahahahaha! i thought i was going to take the freeki'n test with sweaty and trembling hands with no calculator...


i was outside the room... and i was peaking at his room. damn it. he's so cute?^^, (even though all i can see is his back with his polo and bag... and his id strap...)^^, ahahaha! (shi*t malala ka na talaga tin.) he was taking his exmas and all i did was STARE at him... so cute talaga... darn it! when he went outside... ni "hi" wala. their class was on a "badtrip mode" with their stat prof.


my mom texted the same time they went outside. i had no choice but to down to talk to my mom. can i just share how crappy the timming was? HE WAS ALSO GOING DOWN! i looked like half a stalker!>_<... what i did was when they were walking i overtaked them... argh! some one texted me on my fone and i saw... HIS MESSAGE.. "ano? tuloy ba?" i think he texted because he saw me overtaked him thinking the match was then and there. eh hindi naman. i talked to my mom over the car and went immediately back to school.

as i went back to ou room, i gathered all the guys ready for dota. line up- me, waps, ben, leader... we lack one... so we got this guy...*******. so we met up at ever... grabe! when we were entering, they were going out. i pretended that i did not see anything. then some one came over our turf. "SAN TAYO MAGLALARO?" i jumped! i was so surprised with the voice. it was BBBBBBBBBBBBBBIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG! so i did not mind looking at that person. maybe that guy was talking to some one else. my friends were all looking at me. and i asked, "BAKIT KAYO NAKATINGIN SAKIN? sino ba yung nagtatanong?"... all of them were smiling.. and i looked back, it was HIM..... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! ang lakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkki ng bossssssssssses niya!!!


i was so scared and surprised... huhuhu. so finally we played at mayhem. when he reserved 11 pc's for us, he came to me and said, "wait lang iniintay namin yung isang kasama namin." (i jumped! nakakagulat kasi ung voice niya. damn his voice is huge!) and waps was doing impersonations of him and taking "RALPHUNZEL" for his name. waps was teasing me with ralph! i was laughing out loud i can't concentrate!

for the first match, we LOST. we had super crappy heroes plus we didn't take them seriously. plus we need to asses how good they were. and presto! we knew... they were.. GOOOOOOOOD.

we lost the 2nd match because of one guy in our team. i want to kill hiiiiiim! after that match, i really can't take it. sakit sa pride na we lost and now we're running for a rematch with them. hai.


after that? brye was still playing. so we played!^^, COUNTER STRIKE! i was a newbie with counter strike. evertime i lost, a message would pop "tin loves ralph" and when i win, this message woudld show, "rlaph loves tin" (argh! lakas ng trip talaga! parang ewan lang ah!?) i didn't know the configurations for that and i played along with brye.. when i got a grip with counter?

i was running on a KILLING SPREE I WTH BRYE! and almost all of the message would read "ralph loves tin"... i said "brye!!! tanggalin mo na nga yang message na yan?" he said, "wwwwoh... kinikilig ka naman?" perfect timming, grace and eli went there. grace was so noisy? she screamed... "BA'T RALPH NAKALAGAY DYAN SA MESSAGE? OY! RALPH LOVES TIN!"... i wanted to explode because his PC was on the other end of the row!!! OMG!!! i feel like pissing! and killing marie grace!!! i think he was smiling..>_< damn it! super nakakahiya!!!


hai....can i just share? sabay din kami umuwi!!!^^, i was soooooooooo happy! hahaha.^_^

i gave him a cd (which i spent 3 hours sorting and burning) plus the letter which took and hour to make.^___________^ hahahaha.... nilibre pa niya ako ng pamasahe for the jeep.^_^ i'm soooooooooooooo happy!..... hai... super kwentuhan lang talaga sa jeep...best day ever.




i wanted to see him next sem... i wish team konoha would enroll at the 2nd day.^_^








fat chance tin. i super duper mega over like him! and i'm going to die if i will not see him... :'(
hahaha. i miss him.




death wish:

be with him and die right now for this nonsense

writtern @6:25 PM