will i be one of the most hypocrite ass you will ever meet if i told you that MY CRUSH THING WITH YOU KNOW WHO (yuck harry potter? nerd tin...) is OVER? DONE? END? or whatever you want to call it?

i'm crossing the bounderies of insanity! you want to know how insane i am? get this... i'm ONE OF THE CANDIDATES for exemption in our PHYSICS CLASS... well that's still subject for approval of my prof... i wish i could pass our test today so i won't take that sorry ass test.

argh! i've got ONE WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK... or worse... 1 day to see him! argh! i really hate this! i like to sue my self for not having the courage to tell him! if it was as easy as a pie..


me: uhm... hi!

him: ..... (ang weird naman ng taong to.)

me: i... i... i...

him: huh?

me: *sweaty hands* i uhm... kinda... sorta.. lika...parang... may pagka.. mejo.. slight... *sayaw kikay... sayaw kikay...* like you.

him: o_O?

seeeeeeeeeeeeeee? this is how i pirctured our normal conversation. damn it!

i'm super insane up to the point... i sneaked up in his class room (after i finished my physics test... and of course he's out, he just finished his exam... bummer....) i drew one of the tables a cute picture of him... well of course it's not in stick figure. (duh? eh di hindi na niya nalaman na siya yun?) hahahahaha. ^_^

phew. when will this be over? i really wish i could see him next sem. you see... he's not in the NURSING course... he's on MT... (hush.)

i don't want him to leave AHSE nor the tome of nurses in our university----the NB.. :'(

i really felt sad when i knew that i got one sem more to see him. when i go to third year, we're on seperate roads. :'(*drama freek*.... *and right now i feel like screwing him for taking up MT...kidding... what a selfish jerk*


any way... *sigh* i want this feeling over. can i just share? i love oreos. that's all i eat and i start to miss him again. :'( *so feeling mo tin theme food niyo yan? what a looser*


waaaaaaaaaaa!!! i'm writing about him again? argh! i hate it.>_<>

"every now and then, when i'm all alone. i've been wishing you would call me on the telephone. SAY YOU WANT ME... BUT YOU NEVER DID... I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FOOL..."

senti ate? ei. that's it/ i'm sooooooooooo glad everything's over...^^, i'm just waiting for the results on our toeic and uhm... our physics subject. har har. ^^,