i'm one of the most stupid people you'll ever meet.... i can't believe this....

so okay... under "dakilang BADJULA's" influence... i have a new number... so for the people who texts me on my smart... hindi na po ako smart.... I'M on GLOBE... and my number is.... 0926******* har har.:)

hai. it's so nice to be connected with globe. my block mates are sending me porno messages and stuff... hahaha..
and announcements too... from our el presidente... ^_^

anyhoo... hai... its been weeks since we last talked on the phone. since globe ako and he's smart i'm finding it hard to text him and talk to him... grrr... i'm going insane....

buddha(el presidente) and i talked about him.... and what happend he told me...

"tin i felt the same way but you have to move on. you can't be stuck at your past."

"but buddha it's so hard. i'm having fun at my past....i like living in it.... how can i move???"

"it's okei tin.... just try your best okei?"

"thanks buddha... alavyah mehn."

and that's how our conversation went. he's somewhere in mendiola while i'm stuck at morayta... small world? it's sooooooooooo hard... i can't forget his smile... his eyes.... his embrace, his hands... everything about him... argh... can i justr share? i'm describing him for the nth time....this sucks...

me and dei talked about mark...

"tin icipin mo. ang bilis ng ihip ng hangin. first we have crushes and next thing you know we're falling in love.. what could be next?"

"dei... A HUSBANND... KIDS....and then.."

"we're gonna be grand parents!!!"

"yey! mrs sibayan!!!:)"


hahaha. it's sooooooooooooo fast. mehn..... i feel i'm being left behind... crap...:s... i hate this...



some stupid words.... "i love you." men---are the most pathetic beings ever... they make you cry. they make you worry. they make you sad. they lie. they hurt you.... they always talk trash infront of you... (artemis, who once flirted with endemyon under the stars and the moonlit sky.)


for me??? waaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... stop muna jan... i think? hahaha. i need to focus on our retdem etc......


yeah..... some stupid words tin.... say that to yourself..... back at yah...