okay. so my blog is pretty messy. i don't have time. so before i start my super crappy life....

i would like to say my apologies to ichian and chi. guys, sorry i dropped out of ym. hindi dahil andun si jessie or anything. my DAD PULLED THE PLUG SA NET. *boohoo....*:( he said i WASN'T STUDYING HARD ENOUGH! grrrrrr.... and i'm downloading take the lead in the net sabay..... 82% STOPED. what the f??? kainis. super. sorry and super sorry again ichian for not comming in NCAA's opening. tu pui chi.... tu pui chi....:'( i still have to do my anat notes that time... i'm really sorry.... :)

uhm... jessie? uhmm... sorry. talagang dc yun.

people don't have time to look at my blog. *bohoo* i just went in to pao's story. well it actually kind of hit me with what pao said na "inaasar ko lang si raffy" in his tagboard. it looks like i'm being used to make raffy irritated? aw. i'm feeling oh so happy with the story and then i realize it's acutaly made to iritate him. i'm so ashamed. i'm so sorry. i don't know how to face him anymore or everyone actually. i might as well spend my birthday all alone. advance happy 18th bday tin....what a surprise. i guess there will be more surprises instored for me in my birthday. i might as well laugh at it instead of crying again. hahahahaha. joke.

hmm... okay.... here is my subject code...

1. RLE (Related Learning Experience) i.e. the CHAKA subject. as in!!! i'm super pissed with this subject. infairness, the teacher is SUPER CHAKA... plus her tests are SUPER CHAKA CHAKA CHAKA... as in. in gay linggo? chaka means... PANGET.
2. ENGLISH 2 i.e. SUMMARY. the f***? this subject realy freaks me out! for every meeting she asks for the summary of the previous lessons which takes 30-45 mins or so? the hell? so.... in that subject? MUKA AKO SUMMARY.
3. ANATOMY i.e. CHRISTIAN LIVING. balik grade school? the heck? our prof discusses God.... all the time... ALL THE TIME! i'm going NUTS!!!T_T i'm a yfc member (sorry papa Jesus) it's not bad to discuss Him once in a while but it's cutting OUR ANATOMY TIME INTO BIBLE CLASS! T_T... this subject is supr BORING! i sleep at anatomy classes but i really don't know how i get those test scores? haha.:) maybe i'm a psychic or something.:D
4. COMPUTER i.e. LA SALLE PERIOD. hai... THEREEEEE!!! prof. linngo comes to class SUPER KALOG. it's like he had mothballs or katol every night before our actual meeting! *cheap ah.* yeah, well that's what most people say in DLSU plus the word... "EEEEEW and CHEAP ah..." ayun. :)
5. SWIMMING i.e. SAUNA TIME. o diba? sauna in swimming? weird. because after you take a bath? it gets super hot inside. damn it. napawisan ka din? what's the use of taking a freeking bath? this is the 100% fat loss program offered in feu. wanna join?

hmmm. i can't feel a thing in my heart. yup. im a programed bot for a sem. as always... i hate my life. yah think it's fun being me? no it's not. i have stopped dating 2 months ago? i can't hang around my friends that much? i can't eat that much because i lack time? crimeney.... ayoko na talaga.

hai.... these subjects are killing me. everything that surrounds me is killing me...i don't want to study any more.:( somebody pull a trigger in my head.