song: have a piece of this P.O.T
mood:lalalalala...look at the rainbows and the flowers and the sun shining down on me! ^_^ i'm gonna make ice cream!

"Farewell to my friends, thought I'd leave you all behind me. My time is runnin and I'm about to lose my mind again. Now and then, I tremble all over but I will carry the load upon my shoulder, but I know this would all be over as soon as I open my eyes. Is it loneliness? maybe emptiness? maybe melancholy. Have a piece of this. Now I see the sunlight shining through there's no reason to be blue, but, now I know I'm going down, I look all around me and laugh like a clown/no I won't frown. Can anybody help me when I'm down? and anybody since I'm just a clown, but now I know love will stick around coz I've been lost and found. "


yipee!!! i'm gonna make ice cream today!!! ^_^... i'm so happy.....i'm gonna make ice cream for the very first time... to bad it's our experiment..... T_T....huhuhuhu... this is bad... any way, i'm so happy that PE was over... i got cindy and ingrid mad at me for i don't know... having a low grade? geeez, it's not my freekin fault.... you don't even listen to what i have to say! you didn't even have the time, you just went away..... T_T...... this is so annying... it's like i have a "hate-justine-campaign" and their slogan would be..."cause we JUST HATE YOU...." nyahahahahahahaha!!! ^_^ funny.... but if hurts..... seeing a bunch of people screwing your ass, biting your back, saying things to you.... man... it's so hard being me.....

i wish i could exchange places with kim sam soon you know? i hate me... i really hate me..... nobody understands me..... well except a few loyal friends.... God, i really miss them so much..... ^_^... i remembered...cheska is 18 on april 24!!! yipeeeee!!! i haven't got a slightest idea where she's gonna celebrate her bday....and mama dei is gonna have her debut!!! on june 10!!!^_^ yipee!!! it's gonna be in a bar... yehey!!! this is just great! all of us are turning 18!!! yipeee!!! and i'm gonna have my bday... at a... pool!!! wohoooooooooo!!! imagine all that pizza.... yehey! *yeah rchi.... pizza..... ^_^* it's much better than wearing a dress and being stuck at aboring hotel!!! you can even push people at the pool!!! *just wait mommy.... walang tulong kay daddy ah??? madaya talaga kayo....T_T....* i remembered the times that mommy, daddy, kat, prix, ches, mama dei, kuya jonathan kaizen are swimming in the pool... i really miss you guys!!! T_T.... waaaaaaaa..... miss them!!! :D i made a list on whose invited at my bday... and i think 25 are invited? yeah!!!^_^..... wopidooooo!!! i'm so excited..... anyhooo....

aside debuts, hai... i'm so tired.... good thing nstp's over....^_^.... major relief.... oops... i hear "FIRST BLOOD"... when can i play dotA again??? oooooooooh..... i'm so excited!!! yehey!!! dotA!!! liek it's my ultimate therapy..... i forget everything and focus more on how do i kill??? yeah!!! smiting asses are fun!!! yeah!!!

anyway, i feel like a night in shinnig armor.... hahahahaha.... now i understand what guys feel...hirap pala maging lalaki....T_T, but if you take a good look at girl's side.. it's hard too you know? 90%of women a re too emotionally attached and i belong to the 10% who doesn't care... ahehehehehehe.....

my feelings are as cool as the summer breeze...... waiting... waiting... waiting.... and when it comes at my window i stand.... i embrace it with open arms....a nd plunge into the waters..... i smile.... i look up.... and say to myself... "being cursed is not that bad"....


i'm sleeping for years..... i was cursed to wait..... wait for him to come and kiss me.... then i woke up at my bed of satin and silk... i realized that for centuries, men have came... leaving flowers at my bed.... surprisingly, even though men kiss me... i still won't wake up..... now that i'm awake... i find him no where... so i decided to sleep again....... and when he comes... i will put my hands at my stomach, close my eyes really hard.....just like princesses do in fairy tales..... and wait for him to come kiss a frog.....


i miss jeffie bear..... lookie... i miss my huggie escapades with jeffie.... awwww.... and we'e like pinagbiyak na siyopao.... miss yah too jeffie weffie.... T_T....


oooh... jemes gave me a message.... i miss you too jemes.... sobra.....alot of things happend...miss yah badly.... i doooooooooooo......T_T...... when are you going back to manila??? i really hope to see yah soon.......


miss yah big time....