Buwan..... itchyworms...

"Naninikip ang tiyan
Nakatingin sa buwan
Malayo pa wala ng magawa

Hawak ang 'yong kamay
Wala kong kaakbay
Nasa'n ka na kaya

Parang kahapon lang
Tayo ay magkayakap
Sa ilalim ng buwan"

AS IF YOUR FRIENS DIDN'T SAY THAT I'M INSENSITIVE? OR HARSH? HUH? okai.. and you don't call that back bitting...i'm guilty of that... question is are you??? hai... you know what? that's it.... go.. panalo ka na..... you win!!!^_^ ain't that great? my only wish for you is that i hope you are soooooooooooooooooo happy seeing me like this... and i hope to see you more HAPPY because i'm gonna suffer more..... double pain.... ain't that a plus? ^_^ i'm the big bad wolf and you're like the little red hooded girl who happily skips in the forest.............


this i'd like you to know..... i love you... much as i have loved both ches and gelo.... you guys are one of the best things i've ever had... loosing you.... hurts big time... and if ranting for you is theraputic? go..... it's still a democratic country diba? ^_~ i'm gonna stop crying.... because no matter home much i cry... you won't hear me..... you won't even care..... no matter how much talk and cry to auie all day long, she would just smile at me.... and hug her over and over again until i can sleep at about 2:30 A.M. i want to find peace in my heart and my soul.. my thoughts.... and so... even if you won't even ask for forgiveness.... inside of me.... i'm healed.... i already forgave you.... and i hope that goes for me too.... *well i hope, knowing you eh... mahirap... ayt??^_^* i decided to let it go.... do whatever you want to do.... say what you want to say..... i still care for you... even if you wish for me to forget you? i won't.... i will forever cherish those moments.... those fun times..... even though i'm crying, remebering those makes me smile... i thought that memories of those are enough to treasure for a lifetime.... neh? i don't want to be angry.... becuase i'm beginnging to be selfish... at ayoko ng ganun.... i should understand you more.... like it's my job for months na right??? hmmm.... it's high time i extend my patience and understanding.... i feel this is so shallow.... these are things caused by misunderstanding.... and for me? i won't let it ruin what we have..... i feel happy right now.... why? it's not that i forgot or hate you or somthing.... it just knocked in to me that.... you really need time..... well to see things in a larger perspective... that these are mere shallow things.... mga problema na hindi dapat pinoproblema...... or somthing... i don't know...... baka magkaiba tayo ng perspective. whatever your descicion is, go..... i will understand it.... 100%... and i'll back you up too.... ^_^.. even if that means... forgetting me... sure thing.... i undertsand.... neh? hai..... pards ko, mahal na mahal ko kayo.... ^_^... so...... there..... i want to stop sulking na.... ^_^... kasi it won't do me any good.. para lamang tayong mga batang nagpaparinigan sa blog.... that's it.... okies??? i said i'm sorry for like weeks ago.. and i will say it again....

pards... sorry.... last drop na toh..... ^____^ if you won't forgive me, fine....i understand.... all i know is.... i'm happy again.... ^_^ kasi.... i know na despite your wrongs and mine... i manage to come up to a conclusion.... don't let simple things get in your tea pot... ^_^.... hai.. marami pang maganda sa buhay natin... :D and, this is just a mere obstacle na all best friends and friends experience.... ^_^.. so naglevel up ako ah???^_^ *yeah, parang ragna lamang...* anyhooooooooooooooooo...... Godbless... hope to see yah real sooooooooon.... ^_^




P.S. anton won't stop noh??? argh....darn it... it's like he's back from the dead.... well i thought i burried him elsewhere...ah!!! binaon ko SIYA SA TAFT!!! now i rememebred... and yes...i'm like a haunted...this is bad... real bad.... T_T... naman anton... i don't.. for like the nth time... i don't like you... i dooooon't.... i doooooooooooon't... so can you please let my soul rest in peace??? huh??? huhuhuhuhu.... it's like im in the revenge of the sith.... juice ko naman.... oh??? argh... as if lui isn't enough.... curse that guy.... pacute? ewwwwwww.... >_< nakakainis na... pag ako naiinis, gugulpihin ko lahat ng taong may gusto sakin, and i mean it....i wish they would just leave me alone.... T_T... if they miss me soo much why don't they have other girls and like remake their faces para hindi na ako anghuntingi nila ah??? arghh..... what a piss.... *woshooo.....:D* nyahahahahaha... i sound like a man... oh my... ^_^ brutal ang lola mo!^_^.. anyhooo...


damn it...what's his problem??? he just said.... "i love you..." ohohohoho... anton? not that easy.... it's like FINDING A HAY IN A NEEDLE STACK... over my dead body.... ^_~ neh??? and i won't buy that words.... dont tell me you feel the same way after 3 years? come on.... sombody shoot this guy..... he should be in the dark movie you know??? an exchange??? juice me.....naiinis na ako.... anyway... enough about him.... wa ako pake...^_________^ alam ko..... and now he's sulking again.... and i told him na i know... ^_^.... and.... i don't love him love him...i just appreciate his feelings for me.... guhlay..... so hard to be a girl...100%....




i don't know... i need to go to binondo na and pray to buddha for a happy life... pray for my family and friends... pray for myself that i may find peace....




kudos to paolo for making me smile.... what a nice story... two thumbs up!^_^
and to lloyd.... hmmmm.... intersting..... ^_^
king cheer up neh??? dito lang kami ni gracie for you...

janggeum.... otei lang yan, infatuated ka lang siguro kay recca... mahirap talaga... pero sana pagisipan mo muna yung talagang nararamdaman mo... tsaka, mahal niya ata si tal... hanggang ngayon... ikaw naman yung ex mo...mahirap pagnakikita mo x mo sa taong d mo sinasadyang mahulog... kasi, ako... nagkaganun din.... ^_^... soul sistah!!!^_^, btw.... finals ah??? lady han at janggeum tag team... ^_^...