oh!!! i so missed writing... grabe! super hectic! but the good news is.... I'M DONE WITH MY FINALS!!!drat, mukang i can't join the dork list again... yey! i'm still freeking NORMAL! *sigh*

yesterday... OMG... I WENT INTO A TAOIST TEMPLE. well... i lit an insence and prayed to buddha to put myself at ease. well... it helped---alot. i also asked a question in which the Goddess of Pardon helped me. i asked to questions where in she answered in the temple through blocks and through sticks... yes. blocks and sticks.

Q1: should i transfer schools?
A: NO.
me: okay... th block said soooooooooooo..... oh goddess of pardon help me.

Q2: but, goddess of pardon, i really wanted to shift schools. i am not happy.
STICK no. 72: like a person who desires something, yo are compared to a person desiring for honey. getting it is so hard and you will experience a lot of problems.... just to get what you want. and in the end, it's not even advisable for you to continue.
A: NO.
me: so you really want me to stay? God and you said the same thing.... this is so kewl....^_^

i realized that christianism and taosism are almost the same... ^_^ i'm just so happy that everything was cleared and settled.


hai... so booooooooooring. we're gonna leave for bicol in about 2 weeks???^_^ for the whole april i think i won't be updating this blog.... sad... :'( i really miss my friends.... ^_^... hai.... i want to play dotA again and stay in kat's house and play dance dance revo!:) hihihihihihi...

hmm.... what else? ah! i'm not gonna see mr. chan anymore. sad. soooooo sad!!! hai, it's okei.... everything comes and goes... so for mr. chan... well thanks for everything. the times you made me go crazy and the times you just stood there and waited for me to come out. thanks for smiling. thanks for shoving another ray of sunshine in my life..... i wll never forget you. kudos jun.


hmmm.... as for my summer??? i can't think of anything else but TO PIG OUT AND SWIM!!!! yeah!!! that's kewl... very kewl.... one more day and i can happily rest..... ^_^.....

congratz to my sis!!! graduating ka na lola!!! yo better get used to wearing those "office lady attire". good luck with the AdMU juris prudence and to your SBC law exams... i wish you A HUSBAND... now na!!! ^_^ i want a pamangkin na.... hmmm....being a workaholic? i think i'll keep that thought hangin.... T_T... huhuhuhuhu....kiDDiN!!!:)

i've blogged hopped... well... i'm seeing the usual sites... but i'm happy when i came across this certain blog. for such a long time i haven't took a peak at that site. all i can say is... WOW.... i have made him write..... i am so happy. it's one of the most promising moments that i ever had. making a person write without forcing him to do so. yet as happy as i am, i can't help but be sad. all he writes about is anger, hate, people throwing comments that he wished they would burn in hell *that was harsh...a little...but it's okei...^_^*, moving on, not being pained again and so forth.... all i can read is an anger campaign against him. i really can't blame him. now he belongs to "i hate TIN for life".... yeah.... he bleongs now to one of the boys who are cursing and hating me for the nth time.... huhuhuhuhuhu... anu bang ginawa kong mali???T_T is it wrong to tell a person that you can't decide and friendship is all youwant "for now"? well, let's leave that for the people to judge.... ahihihih! for me i'm just being honest. i'd rather tell him early than tell him when it's to LATE? oh, poor him pag nangyari yun. so ako pa nagmukang "masama"??? at least i'm being true. well, i'm happy for him that his pouring everything out this summer. taking summer classes and doing alot of stuff. that's kewl and theraputic. he'll forget it....eventually....and i'm happy for him. oh did i mention that his latest post is the WORSE poem that he composed that i've ever read??? no offense.... totoo yun...^_^.... but we'll have to give a thumb up for his effort to write...^_^ ..... everyting is...

"done. stop. ate paki fast forward naman oh! kakasawa na kasi eh... inaantok na me... oh xia! tama na! play mo na!"

for SMART.... i hate you for EATING MY LOAD...i demand a refund.. NOW NA! joke... thank you... ^_^

for janggeum, jung jong is leaving. we are sad. but as he said, we need to be strong. aja!^_^





part 2...

on my way to taft, i noticed that it was so freekin traffic in kalaw.... damn it. i want to punch the guy sitting next to me with no reason at all... maybe it's the heat of the sun that got in my head. the fx won't move. i'm so freekin pissed. until i was in nakpil, i can't take it anmore. i walked. i noticed a pile of people in QUIRINO. i wonder what they were looking at......

danak ng dugo ng isang paru-paro

hindi sinasadya na napadaan ako... nakakita ako ng isang paru paro na nakalatag sa kalye. nawalan siya ng ulo at dumudugo. nakasuot siya ng maong at ng itim na t-shirt at hindi sinasadyang nabunggo ng isang pampasaherong bus. maniwala kayo, hindi ko talaga sinasadya makita. dumanak ang dugo sa kalye ng taft at ang mga tao ay nagdagsaan para makita nag paru paro. awa at takot ang magkagimbal na nararamdama ko ngayon sa nasabingnabanggang paru paro. kaawa awa. ayoko na makita pa ang kanyang labi na nakalatag sa kalye ng taft.

mga tunog ng sirene and aking naririnig at mga bungis ngis nga mga taong nagtipon. ale, eto po ang kasalikuang nagyayari. siguro pag dating ng bukas ay nasa dyaryo ka na at sikat. pero sa totoo lang....ang oras mo'y dumating. mukhang tinawag ka na Niya.... hindi man kita kilala, ale...sana matahimik ang kaluluwa mo sa mga oras na ito...


eternal rest grant unto her o Lord. and let perpetual light shine upon her. may she rest in peace..... Amen.