song: narda kamikazee
mood: yehey...... artistahin parin ako... i love me... *so much foe being a narcissist..* hahahahaha.....










10. Go for more Dota
9. stop immersing myself in extra-curricular activities *kapagod...*
8. Start listening to sermons *yeah, it's lent season*
7. Cut down caffein *parting from monodor is so freeekin hard.... ooops, caffein rush!!!*
6. give more...
5. take it slow
4. Start practicing being more soft *yeah!^_^ marshmellow na ito!*
3. Study Harder *one big finals!*
2. sleep more and bumm myself out this whole summer and curl my hair so i look like NIKKI!!! *wooooooooooo!!!^_^.... ang poga mo intsekitay!*
1. Stop immersing self in SELF PITY! *yeah, i snaped back to reality...*



hai..... so we made the ice cream... when we were in pureza station i wondered why dan went down..... and left tala and me...shukas... MUNTIK NA AKO MAPUNTA SA PASIG!!! it was my first time to ride that freekin jeep...T_T good thing tala told me that we're going to pasig na.... say what???

*by gosh by golly gulay, and the song ofr the jeep is such a feekin piss..... lookie....song: sakto ikaw ang gusto ko parang datu puti suka at toyoooooooooooo.... what the hell??? shoot meeeeeeeee...*

so we were makin the ice cream... like me and tala have to pay for the materials.... so i'm so bankrupt today...tpos, when i arrived at bernie... ay gudluck, santa na naman ang lola mo.... i made the ice cream... T_T pati yung kinila ira.... oh men!!! T_T.... when can i stop being an "alipin"??? huh??? i'm like soooooooooooooo freekin pissed!!! anyhoo.... it's okie because we had that "bondin-for-a-day" with dan and king... yeahey!:D


so here i am... sitting and writing stuff with my favorite... ana caram.... yeah..... one of my greatest wish is.....



to go to brazil with a guy.... and dance to the beat of the night... yeah.... and be with the waters......... pray to Imanje..... with the moon shinning down.... yeah!!! ^_^... nice... planning honey moons... wahahahahahaha!!!:D *all paolo cuelho's fault*

come to think of it... i always see brazil having a sensual feeling.... i feel it's a city of passion........ where waves and smooth jazz collied..... yeah... :D



so there.... i talked to ramch..... as usual..... "BINABAGYO AKO!!!" nyahahahahahaha!!!:D oist ramch, wag mong icareer yan ah? wakokokokoko.... and mama dei... i really miss mama dei and the times that i ruin her "beauty sleep" just to tell my problems with gelo, or cheska, or anyone of them.... hahahaha... from school wok to family problems...... hai....so this is how our conversation went...


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tin-tin: mama dei!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tin-tin:
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: tin!!!!!!
tin-tin: mommy, may problem ako..
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: waaaa!!!!!!!!!!!
deam_rose10: musta na?
tin-tin: d ko na alam gagawin ko...
tin-tin: may itatanong ako...
deam_rose10: y? watsa matter?
tin-tin: diba bestfriends kami ni cheska tapos kayo ni pirx???
deam_rose10: yupperz..y?
deam_rose10: nag-away b kayo?
tin-tin: diba hindi all the time nagpapansinan kami??
tin-tin: right?
tin-tin: or kio ni prix diba?
tin-tin: xiempre kinakausap mo rin ako right?
tin-tin: si kat?
tin-tin: sila sila?
tin-tin: diba???
tin-tin: this is so unfair...
tin-tin: naiiyak na ako...
tin-tin: lookie...
tin-tin: Im only you're bestfriend when we're texing or talking on the phone. But whenever we're with them, it's like I disappear... as I've always said, "ANG BESTFRIEND, HINDI NASASAPAWAN NG IBANG FRIENDS. KAHIT NA KASAMA NIYO BARKADA NIYO, HINDI MO SIYA HAHAYAANG MALEFT OUT BY STICKING WITH YOUR ******** 'EX'-CRUSH"(Take note, "ex-crush"... YEAH RIGHT AND YOU TOLD ME NA U GOT OVER YOU'RE LAST BESTFRIEND. TELL IT TO SOMEONE MORE GULLIBLE AND STUPID) Damn it... I have to stop...

BUZZ!!!
tin-tin: yep??
tin-tin: diba??
tin-tin: mama dei ang sama niya...
tin-tin: hindi si cheska yan ah....
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: cno b?
tin-tin: si jessie yun...
tin-tin: unfair...
deam_rose10: how can i help u if u wont tell me what's going on?
tin-tin: yun na nga yun..
tin-tin: thing is...
tin-tin: eto yung sibabi niya..
tin-tin: Im only you're bestfriend when we're texing or talking on the phone. But whenever we're with them, it's like I disappear... as I've always said, "ANG BESTFRIEND, HINDI NASASAPAWAN NG IBANG FRIENDS. KAHIT NA KASAMA NIYO BARKADA NIYO, HINDI MO SIYA HAHAYAANG MALEFT OUT BY STICKING WITH YOUR ******** 'EX'-CRUSH"(Take note, "ex-crush"... YEAH RIGHT AND YOU TOLD ME NA U GOT OVER YOU'RE LAST BESTFRIEND. TELL IT TO SOMEONE MORE GULLIBLE AND STUPID) Damn it... I have to stop...

deam_rose10: he said that?
tin-tin: YES!
deam_rose10: straight on your face?
tin-tin: diba kung kasama mo friends mo malamang...
tin-tin: hinde..
tin-tin: nagparinig sa blog...
tin-tin: diba kung kasama ko kayo, hindi lang naman si cheska pinapansin ko??
tin-tin: diba?
deam_rose10: wen b cnb?
tin-tin: uhm, 2 days ago?
deam_rose10: honestly, it's quite selfish....
tin-tin: DIBA???
tin-tin: arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!
tin-tin: so unfair!
tin-tin: tapos eto pa yung thing...
tin-tin: this is what happend....
tin-tin: feb 12, nahuli ko xia na mai gusto sakin... kasi when i was in SM with my family he was questioning "sigurado ka? baka ibang lalaki yang kasama mo?" and napikon ako kasi lagi nalang siyang nagtatanong ng mga ganung questions...
tin-tin: feb 14, i talked to him... i said thanks for the gifts and everything... i told him na I APPRECIATE HIS FEELINGS FOR ME AND HINDI KO ITATAKWIL YUN TULAD NG GINAWA NG IBA SA KANYA.... tapos i said na i'm happy na we're best friends..... and..... hindi pa talaga pumapsok sa utak ko na maging kami...
BUZZ!!!
tin-tin:
BUZZ!!!
tin-tin: yep??
deam_rose10: sowee bout that..
tin-tin: kk lang..
tin-tin: pero diba naman?
tin-tin: sabi niya BINUSTED KO DAW SIYA...
tin-tin: so he's sulking...
deam_rose10: so what happened?
tin-tin: damn it...
tin-tin: ayun!
tin-tin: hindi niya ako kiausap!
tin-tin: tAPOS BRINADCAST NIYA SA MGA BEDISTA AT SA MGA KAIBIGAN NIYA SA UAP! BWICET!
tin-tin: SO HALOS LAHAT KAMPI SAKANYA... KUNG ANO ANO SINASABI NG MGA FRIENDS NIYA SAKIN... KESYO MASAMA DAW AKO AND SO ON...
tin-tin: TAPOS.... ANG UNFAIR LANG NAMAN KASI...... AKO ANG NASABAHIN KO LANG SI BAGGIE TAPOS IKAW EH!
tin-tin:
tin-tin: naiiyak lang ako..
tin-tin: tapos ng bday niya..
tin-tin: tinext ko siya ng pagkahaba haba..
tin-tin: tapos may regalo pa...
tin-tin: ni hindi man lang nagreply at nagpathankyou...
tin-tin: naiinis na ako...
tin-tin: this is soooooooooooo unfair!
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: did you actually try talking to him personally?
tin-tin: eto pang masaklap..
tin-tin: AYAW NG LOLO MO!
deam_rose10: til now ndi p kayo nag-uusap?
tin-tin:
tin-tin: OO!
tin-tin: tapos diba? napaka onesided?
deam_rose10: gusto niya ata sa kanya lahat ng attention mo e..
deam_rose10: may gusto b yun sayo?
tin-tin: OO NGA!
tin-tin: NAIINIS NA AKO!
tin-tin: TAKE NOTE...
tin-tin: AKO PA ANG NAGTEXT NA MAGBATI NA KAMI!
tin-tin: WBICET!
deam_rose10: it's downright self-centered actually..
tin-tin: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
tin-tin: AND SUPER UNFAIR!
deam_rose10: but y don't you give him time to get things organized?
tin-tin: i did that and it's like how many weeks since that feb incident?
deam_rose10: baka kailangan lang nya pampalipas init ng ulo..
deam_rose10: feb incident?
deam_rose10: nung feb p b to?
tin-tin: opo..
tin-tin: thing is...
tin-tin: BRINADCAST NIYA!
tin-tin: AND I GOT A BUNCH OF PEOPLE BACKSTABING MY ASS!
deam_rose10: akala ko b 2 days ago?
tin-tin: hinde..
deam_rose10: puro bedans?
tin-tin: it's been weeks..
tin-tin: yung two days ago yung post niya..
deam_rose10: oh i c..got it..
deam_rose10: long time n la e..
tin-tin: diba???
deam_rose10: siya na may prob..
tin-tin: that's so freekin unfair!
tin-tin: tapos sabi niya NAG IIMPOSE DAE AKO NG UGALI NIYA??
tin-tin: THE HELL??
deam_rose10: it's not your falut anymore coz you are the one hus making all the effort to try to talk to him..
tin-tin: ALL I SAID WAS STOP BEING HASTY EH! *NA LIGAWA AKO OR SOMTHING*
tin-tin: kasi, i felt uncomfortable..
tin-tin: diba?
tin-tin: ako parin ba mali doon?
tin-tin: kesa malaman niya kung kelan huli na diba?
deam_rose10: honestly though..i know how you treasure your friends but don't pressure yourself on someone who doesn't seem to understand you..
tin-tin:
tin-tin: mama dei......
tin-tin: d ko na talaga alam gagawin ko!
tin-tin: mahal ko yung tao...
tin-tin: in the sense that i love him as i love you guys...
tin-tin: loosing you or cheska or kat or prix or cha?
tin-tin: is HELL FOR ME...
tin-tin: d ko kaya yun..
tin-tin: lalo na't attached ako senyo..
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: do you have feelings for him more than you have now?
tin-tin: no...
deam_rose10: does he?
tin-tin: alam mo yung feeling na pag nagaway kami ni ches or tayo or si kat??? yung gustong gusto ko na makipagbati senyo? ganun..
tin-tin: well... it hink he still has strong feelings for me..
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: that's quite obvious actually..
deam_rose10: very unpredictable for someone with those tantrums..
tin-tin:
tin-tin: mama dei, i don't know what to doooooooooooooooooo
tin-tin: i don't wanna loose my best friend...
tin-tin: well, one of my best friends..
deam_rose10: i'm sure you don't want to..
tin-tin:
tin-tin: naiiyak na ako...
deam_rose10: it's his prob already..
tin-tin: simula nung nabasa ko yun..
tin-tin: kasi nasaktan talaga ako eh...
tin-tin: lam u un?
deam_rose10: y don't you talk to him straightforward?
deam_rose10: i mean, talk some sense into him but don't exactly force him..
tin-tin: i want to punch his face
tin-tin: FEELING KO AKO YUNG BF NIYA AT XIA YUNG GF KO EH!
tin-tin: this is liek degrading my status...
tin-tin: oh my..
deam_rose10: don't punish yourself..
tin-tin: feeling ko i'm a bad friend mama dei eh...
deam_rose10: if i were you i really wouldn't worry too much of this..
deam_rose10: if he loves you, he'll know what to do..
tin-tin:
tin-tin: eh what if he doesn't?
tin-tin: naiiyak na talaga ako...
deam_rose10: just wait for it..
deam_rose10: i think he's mature enough to know that he's acting stupidly towards you..
tin-tin: pano pag d na?
tin-tin:
tin-tin: mama dei............
tin-tin: namiss lalo kita...
tin-tin: and the times i would ruin your beuty sleep...
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: you're not a bad friend..
deam_rose10: iniwan ka na cguro namin kung totoo yun..
deam_rose10: now that's silly..
deam_rose10: you said so yourself he still has feelings for you..
deam_rose10: i'm sure he'll get that through his pigheaded head of his..
tin-tin: mama dei....
tin-tin: and hirap talaga..
deam_rose10: that you are worth it..
tin-tin: tapos...
tin-tin: eto pa..
tin-tin: ako pa lumalabas na mali..
tin-tin: kasi kwinento lang niya ung side niya sa mga friends niya..
tin-tin: pano naman ako?
tin-tin: this is so unfair...
tin-tin: BROADCST yung kanya..
tin-tin: samantala ako, i'm trying to be strong..
deam_rose10: then tell them your side of the stpry..
deam_rose10: if they don't wanna listen that's there prob..
tin-tin: thing is...
tin-tin: i can't ............
tin-tin: from uap yung people there...
tin-tin: and xiempre d ko pwede masabi sa mga ibang bdeista involved..
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: i know you're trying to be strong..
deam_rose10: it's not wrong to cry bout it..
tin-tin: ]i'm keeping it all inside dei...
deam_rose10: but from the way i see it..
tin-tin: baka magburst ako...
tin-tin: ang sakit lang kasi...
deam_rose10: pinahihirapan mo lang sarili mo..
tin-tin: so unfair...
tin-tin: feeling ko nga deserving ako......
tin-tin: wala akong ginawa kung hindi kulitin xia ng kulitin...
deam_rose10: then burst! no one said to kee it bottled up..
deam_rose10: but i'm glad that you're pouring it to me..
deam_rose10: don't force him..
tin-tin: mama dei...
deam_rose10: i know you alloted every time possible just to talk to him..
tin-tin: d ko na kasi kaya..
deam_rose10: iba iba ang tao..
tin-tin: parang..
deam_rose10: kahit ready ka na baka ndi pa xa ready..
tin-tin: ako pa babae, ako pa nagiinitiate ng usapan para makipagbati..
tin-tin: uhm, baliktad..
tin-tin: ako hindi ready, xia ang may gusto...
tin-tin:
tin-tin: panu na yun?
deam_rose10: give him more time..
deam_rose10: if you really want your friendship to return you'll wait..
deam_rose10: kahit mahirap..
deam_rose10: i know you..
deam_rose10: you can handle this..
tin-tin: really???
tin-tin: mama dei, feeling ko d ko na kaya..
tin-tin: iba to...
tin-tin: alam mo yung mas girly version ni cheska???
tin-tin: huh???
deam_rose10: don't be scared to face it especially those who talk behind your back..
tin-tin: literal na mas GIRL-Y..
tin-tin: mama dei..
tin-tin: masakit kasi,...
tin-tin: specially those people who talk at my back..
tin-tin: they even know a thing...
tin-tin: *don't
deam_rose10: then don't give them the privilege of knocking you til you're out cold..
deam_rose10: don't listen to them..
tin-tin: masakit kasi yung sinasabi nila...
deam_rose10: pag pinatulan mo mas lalala..
tin-tin: napaka one sided...
tin-tin: as in...
tin-tin: i get alot of that sa school.
tin-tin: and just when you thought that one of yuor best friend is your refuge..
tin-tin: you realaize that he turns you down and even bites your ass..
deam_rose10: don't let him see that you've been affected dearly even if inside he knows it..
tin-tin:
tin-tin: mama dei..........
deam_rose10: don't let him see that he's the only one you need when you have probs..
tin-tin: read this...
deam_rose10: he may use that against you later..
tin-tin: http://www.seraphicloner.blogspot.com/
tin-tin: seeeeeeeee?
deam_rose10: ouch..
tin-tin: diba naman mama dei???
deam_rose10: but something caiyght my attention though....
tin-tin: what?
deam_rose10: his ten bday resolutions....
tin-tin: why??
deam_rose10: he wrote them yesterday right?
tin-tin: what about them?
tin-tin: yep??
tin-tin: bday niya last monday...
deam_rose10: read them...
tin-tin: yep..
tin-tin: what's so weird about that?
deam_rose10: you can use them.........
tin-tin: huh?
deam_rose10: as i said..you can USE them...
deam_rose10: against him..
deam_rose10: don't take it the wrong way okay?
tin-tin: huh???
tin-tin: d ko get mama dei..
deam_rose10: 6, 5, 4, and 1..
tin-tin: yeah, what about it?
deam_rose10: resolutions are meant to change someone right?
tin-tin: yep...
tin-tin: and?
deam_rose10: so HEL him....
tin-tin: *help??
tin-tin: how?
deam_rose10: **HELP**
tin-tin: HOW?
tin-tin: eh desisyon niya yun!
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: d mo talaga getz?
tin-tin: hinde..
tin-tin:
tin-tin: naguguluhan na ako..
deam_rose10: try talking to him again..
deam_rose10: selfishness...this is what he's doing..to you..
deam_rose10: hastiness..he's suspending any means of trying to talk to you..
tin-tin: o_O?
deam_rose10: numbnes...he's so stricken i do believe he doesn't even know what to say to you..
tin-tin: paki add
tin-tin: really???
tin-tin: paki accept mama dei..
tin-tin: piktures...
tin-tin:
tin-tin: and?
deam_rose10: self-pity...from the time you guys fought til now..what does he think he's doing?
deam_rose10: nagpaparinig yun!
tin-tin: huh???
tin-tin: nagpaparinig??
tin-tin: eh hello!!!!!
tin-tin: KINAKAUSAP KO SIYA AT TINEtext kahit d siya nagrereply!!
tin-tin: ANO AKO SANTA SANTITA NIYA?
tin-tin: ala lang...mga gift,,
tin-tin: LD
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: don't you get it?
tin-tin: huh?
tin-tin: hinde mama dei..
deam_rose10: i do believe he's trying to make a move..
deam_rose10: ei..malabo pics mo..
tin-tin: malinaw sa akin...
tin-tin: make a move??
tin-tin: pano?
tin-tin: magiging truks siya at magiging gohan ako???
tin-tin: para mag fusion kami at maging GOTENKS??
tin-tin:
tin-tin: dei, wala akong makita...
tin-tin: bakit puro pixels ito??
deam_rose10: whatever tin!
tin-tin: huh???
deam_rose10: pics ko?
tin-tin: hindi nga mama dei?
tin-tin: d ko get?
tin-tin: ano yun?
deam_rose10: labo pics mo sakin e..
tin-tin: kunwari naruto ako sasuke siya?
tin-tin: gagamitin ko ang chakra ng lobo tapos gagamitin niya yung sharingan niya?
tin-tin: tapos maglalaban kami ng kunai?
tin-tin: o_O?
deam_rose10: use his resolutions against him..
tin-tin: tapos mag chi chidori siya at gagawa ako ng ball ng chakra na turo ni jiraia?
deam_rose10: when you talk to him use his resolutions as a mean to get him to take you seriously..
deam_rose10: got it?
tin-tin: yep..
tin-tin: isa pa?
tin-tin: teka..
tin-tin: remove ko muna ung photos tapos magrereport ako ng abuse..
tin-tin:
tin-tin: yan...
tin-tin: teka
tin-tin: yan..?
tin-tin: nakita mo na?
deam_rose10: gago k talaga!
tin-tin: ]
deam_rose10: labo p rin e..
tin-tin: yan?
tin-tin: malinaw na?
tin-tin: ang laki niyan.
deam_rose10: maliit kita malaki ndi..
tin-tin: maliit kita?huh?
tin-tin: yan?
deam_rose10: may maliit ako dito from you kita ko but sobrang liit e..
deam_rose10: malaki malabo sobra..
tin-tin: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
tin-tin: ako i add mo sa conference...
tin-tin: ng photo ah?
tin-tin: yan, mauna ka magbigay ng photo sakin...
tin-tin: testing..
deam_rose10: kita n?
tin-tin: hinde...
tin-tin: malabo yung pixels...
tin-tin: why???
deam_rose10: sayang..
tin-tin: why?
deam_rose10: ganda ko p naman..hehe..
tin-tin:
tin-tin: wahahahahaha...
tin-tin: who say's i'm the only one whose vain???
deam_rose10: look at my friendster pix nlnang..
deam_rose10: dami ko new pix from my camping trip..
deam_rose10: ganyan talaga g may ipapakita..lhehe..
tin-tin: yeah..
tin-tin: sayang...
tin-tin: T_T...
tin-tin: okies...
tin-tin:
tin-tin: hay.....
tin-tin: thanks mama dei...
tin-tin: i feel much better...............
tin-tin: woooooooh'
deam_rose10: glad to be of assistance to you..
deam_rose10: now check my pix den tell me kung cute xa o ndi!
deam_rose10: friendster ha..
tin-tin: sino?
deam_rose10: primary photo..
tin-tin: wait..
tin-tin: OMG!!!
tin-tin: MEMOIRS!!!
tin-tin: I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOVE THAT MOVIE!
tin-tin: hmmmmmmmm...
tin-tin: sino naman yan......
tin-tin: i smell somthing fishy..
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: me too!!!!!!!!!!!
deam_rose10: seen the pic?
deam_rose10: sama utak mo ha..
tin-tin: yep...
tin-tin:
tin-tin: huh??
deam_rose10: cadet officer ko yan..
tin-tin: woshoooooooooooooooooooooo
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: 2nd year vet med..
tin-tin: yeah right...
tin-tin: and i'm the quees of engalnd.
deam_rose10: what?!? i don't think i said something sarcastic did i?
deam_rose10: your highness?!
deam_rose10:
tin-tin: hahahahaahah!!!
tin-tin: yeeeeeeeeekie..
tin-tin:
tin-tin: cadet officer ah???
tin-tin: he is...
tin-tin: SEMI-KAL-BO..
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: oo bakit? got a prob with that?
deam_rose10:
deam_rose10: gago k talaga ha..
tin-tin: <-----------------------duh, mama dei.... you're sooooooooo defensive...
tin-tin: i smell somthing fisher...
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: something wrong with being AROT?
tin-tin: AROT????
tin-tin: ??
tin-tin: waaaaaaahahahah!
deam_rose10: parang ndi k bicolano ah!
tin-tin: baka ANGAS?
tin-tin: semi kalbo sa unahan?
tin-tin:
deam_rose10: cra AROT!
deam_rose10: angas k dyan?
deam_rose10: ah basta..cute b o ndi?!?
tin-tin: angas pag kalbo sa unahan eh...
tin-tin: arot???
tin-tin: baka HAROT??? o PAROT??
tin-tin:
tin-tin: hmmmmmmm...
deam_rose10: gaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!
deam_rose10: cute b o ndi?!?
tin-tin:
tin-tin: aaaaaaaaah...
tin-tin: hmmm...
tin-tin: cute...
tin-tin: moreno...
deam_rose10: ang sama mo talaga!!!!!!!!!
tin-tin: pwede na!
tin-tin: *claps..*
deam_rose10: galing k b pumili?
deam_rose10: pero may gf n e..
tin-tin: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.................
tin-tin: okies lang yan...



ah love mama dei... thanks for understanding.... true... i shouldn't punish myself... kaya ko toh! aja... ^_~ yeah! miss yah!!! muh! *hugs*




anyhooooooooooo...... this was a long day!!!^_^... i'm happy.... yeah!^_^... wanna rest...... so tired.... ^_^.....