beyond my room of winks and constant sunshine exist the faint light on the window of remorse....


BLACK is the NEW RED... okay..... it's kind of a piss... everything around me is sooo red...grabe.... as if... what's so special today? it almost slipped in my head... valentines na pala... i remembered when i was in hs..... all the chocolate....super yummy!!!:D hahahaha...but when collage came.... oh m
.... all i can do is stare....... T_T.... this is so sad..... :( oh yeah!!! I PASSED MY CHEM MIDTERMS!!! i can still make up for my grades....:) i'm slowly reaching the limit i've set myself....

yes! 3 tikets more! mama dei got one... she just gave me a message in my friendster.... i miss mama dei....:( i wish i could see jason, dondee, reb, mama, cheska, shadow and xan sa bandfest!!!:D ooooh!!! it will be so great!!!:D grand reunion!!!

thing is.... dalwang TAO jan... *chi, ramch... di kayo yun ah???* d pupunta... what a waste....:( huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!


anyhoo..... i'm predicting...*seer "kuno" give way..* that i will have 2's in my subjects namely POL SCI, CHEM *duh, ity doesn't take a rocket scientistto figure it out...*, SOCIO ANTHRO and ENGLISH..... grrrr.... my grades aren't enough to pull those subjects... drat.....so my last option??? PERFECTION in evrthing..... oh, dear Virgin---my head sign, fill me with your analytical and scientific guidance. may all my descicion turn out to be logical. push my limits into the critical state; that i may question everything i encounter.

yosha...... i'm on the normal path.... go go go!!! aja! kaya ko toh!!!


anyhoo....love is in the air..
let's go back to valentines...i've searched it's history... rational enough..... here it is...



Valentines Day History






There are varying opinions as to the origin of Valentine's Day. Some experts state that it originated from St. Valentine, a Roman who was martyred for refusing to give up Christianity. He died on February 14, 269 A.D., the same day that had been devoted to love lotteries. Legend also says that St. Valentine left a farewell note for the jailer's daughter, who had become his friend, and signed it "From Your Valentine". Other aspects of the story say that Saint Valentine served as a priest at the temple during the reign of Emperor Claudius. Claudius then had Valentine jailed for defying him. In 496 A.D. Pope Gelasius set aside February 14 to honour St. Valentine.

Gradually, February 14 became the date for exchanging love messages and St. Valentine became the patron saint of lovers. The date was marked by sending poems and simple gifts such as flowers. There was often a social gathering or a ball.


now i understand.... memory refreshed....:) so tha's what it is..... valentines is a special day where you remember someone close to you--- someone very special to your heart.... since all of my family and friends are close to me.... iw ould like to greet evryone... HAPPY VALENTINES!!!:)