why do i like sleeping so much? because that's the only time i could imagine myself being with you...........



i was listening to jay's player.... then i heard this song that totally ring a bell.....

tulog
>south border.
Sa pagtulog ko ikaw ang nakikita sa isipan
Puro sa 'yo lang napupunta ang bawa't kuwento

Refrain:
Sinungaling na panaginip
Di ka raw lumayo sa akin

O kay sarap
'Di tayo nagkahiwalay

Tuloy-tuloy pa rin
Lumilipad sa aking isip
Ayokong magising
Ayokong malauyo sa piling mo

Refrain II:
Kahit na imposible okey lang
Basta't palaging andiya't kasama ka

O kay sarap
'Di tayo nagkahiwalay

Chorus:
Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

Adlib:

Refrain:
Sinungaling na panaginip
Di ka raw lumayo sa akin

O kay sarap
'Di tayo nagkahiwalay

Chorus:
Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

Sa tulog ko lang ba kita maaaring makamtan
'Di ba puwedeng makasama ka sa ibang paraan
O Diyos ko, tulungan mong maging totoo
Ang panaginip kong ito...

while listening, it almost made me cry...... and my fingers are on my mouth.... just looking at our prof. my classmates are asking why i my head was pushed in mere nothingness.... simply beacuse they don't know anything. i was so shocked why my head went blank. i told myself i should snap back to my own sanity before i draw my own issue. while listening to that song, i couldn't understand my prof. i simply looked at the windows and gave sigh. my head was telling me that somehow i felt empty... that there was somthing missing..........and it somehow told me that i should remember someone...........

i was so bussy........ with the competiotion, being the mayor, and frantically being the world's perfect piss [with all the errands, meetings, quizzess, projects etc]...... but suddenly, i found myself stuck into this song. finally i can't take it. i need to free my mind. that's why........ i wrote yet again in my blog.......

as if God won't listen to my plea....

just when i was about to forget that thought this song played.........


Habang Atin Ang Gabi
>> Border South

Sumapit man ang dilim
Hindi mangangamba
Magkakanlong sa dilim
Hindi nag-iisa
Dahil kapiling ka

Lumalim man ang gabi
Hindi mahihimbing
Aabangan ang buwan
Habang binibilang ang mga bituin

REFRAIN:
Ang luha at dahas
Ng nagdaang umaga
Sa lambong ng gabi
Tila naglaho na
May luha at dahas
Sa darating na bukas
Ngunit habang gabi
Walang mababakas ooh

CHORUS:
Yakapin mo ako
Habang ating ang gabi/mundo


Paglipas ng magdamag
Hindi malulumbay
Dahil buong magdamag
Tayong dal'wa sinta
Nangarap ng sabay



darn........... i was so shocked........... i decided to drink a beer and let it pass...... now i realized.... i can't.... is HE toying with me? he placed me in TAFT AS OF THE MOMENT! EVERYTHING IS SO GREEN! plus that blog of... uhm..... basata yun!?? arghhhhhhhhhhhhh! d nakaya ng conscience ko.......... need to breath.............. need to cry................realx... and let it out.............


*jess..... kuya.... need to talk..........