silence in solistice


i'm here on my own
reviewing my own psyche
delliuting my self in awe
constantly torchured by my own self ambiguity...


confused and unarmed
i venture in my own self defience
like a knight without
his valiant sword and sheild
indeed i cross my sanity

if my ambiguity holds me
draws me into mere silence
tranquility beseeches me
opportunity grabbed, solistice bound.



i'm so tired... i've been like bumming aruond the house. drowning my self ro harrp potter 5 and 6..... i feel like i have acheived the psyche of THE TOTAL DORK!!! >_< i'm so bored...i watch WOWOWEE... call me ludacris but that show is totally brain draining........i've concluded *during the desperate times that i can't watch anything except noontime shows and tv home shopping networks* that the best boobtubes are found in this shows! let me show you....

*H-host
*C1: contestant1
*C2: contestant2

h: anong planet ang pinakamalapit sa araw!?
c1: VENUS!???? *veehnuss!?*
h: xia ung kapangalan ng sikat na DRUG STORE!
c2: MERKYURI DRUGSTORE!!!!

*ay diyos ko...planet, hindi planetang my drugstore!*

h: ano ang tagalog ng "thumb"
c1: HINLILIIT!???

*ate naman...... hinliliit!? hindi ba HINLALAKI!???*

h: kung ang ATENEO ay "BLUE" EAGLES, ano naman ang LASALLE!? sila ang LA SALLE "*****" ARCHERS! ano ang kulay ng LA SALLE!?
c1: YELLOW!??
c2: REEEEEED!!!

*ok..... ang lasalle pala ay may bahid na ng ue at ust....LOL....kelan pa angla salle naging red acrchers at yellow archers!? guhlay!*


i found out na... ANG SARAP MANG OKRAY.... kidding aside, it's so nice to watch and somehow be entertained when watching these noontine shows or what my mom calls it *definietly a sign of prejudice* "kababawan"...



okay, change topic..... i found myself so emty this past few days...... maybe because i'm worrying to much about him. i'm so scarred that i really want to cry. he's not necessariy at the merge of break down. but comne on! you can really ee it. well, i feel he 's not the kind of guy that i hang around anymore. he definitely changed. i've been praying constantly for his happiness. oh what am i to do!? seeing him so lonely makes me feel so useless. then it came across me that i'll let him do what he likes. if he wants to be olbliterated for the moment... go..... it's his choice..... haaaaay...... T_T


a peice of advice........ never ever judge God. things happen for a reason. u are good. :D u just haven't find that person yet. don't rush. i think it will fall down on you in the moment you least expect it.


that's it....... i can't think of anything else at the moment..... :D except..... drowning my self in harry potter!:D