we're both ordinary.....

we should take it slow....



for this person.... i know that you are happy with your life now. no worries. i'm still here. i would sooner or later forget that promise. why!? because....from this day forth i would like everything to end. i want to forget everything. i've been hurt to much. you've mae me cry.

and now i ask....

in my room where 40 winks exists....

is every shed of tear that fell in my eyes are worth it?
is every heart ache worth it?
is every dream and fantasy worth it?
is the paradigm of us being together be able to float up above the skies?


i don't think so.......


i want to tell you stories... that i've found some one... instead, i still end up asking.... "meron ka na uling gf no?" hahahaha... what irony. up to now i still reserve everything for you....

hoping that you will come back....


but i guess...... you have your life..... i have mine.... despite the heart aches, i still manage to get up. redirect my mind set.... and tell my mind to STOP..... and is it worth it?


i want to scream and just fall on my knees...... i should have loved sombody else....

than wait for nothing in return.... nothing in particular.....



so this day.....


i bid farewell to you.... wishing you..... to be happy wherever you go.....



beyond the room of 40 winks and constant sunshine that sheads it's light on the faint window of remorse....